Why you haven't been able to beat PORN

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Hi to all,

At my age and after 20+ yrs looking at pornography I consider myself to have seen every last bit of filth that world has to offer. I know full well the guilt and shame, the hiding, the “repenting” and falling back, the temptation… I’ve lived the secret life of a porn and masturbation addict, so I know most of what there is to know.

Until God made me understand this: This thought entered my mind AND HEART

You will NEVER be free of that addiction UNTIL you start doing something for the men and women you have masturbated to.You have WRONGED them, you have contributed to the buying and selling of human flesh for pleasure. You want me to free you from bondage and slavery whilst they remain in the hands of Satan??? You will free yourself by helping free your brothers and sisters who are lost first… or you will join the evil one in his darkness.

At this point the thought: Be watchful and Pray entered my mind…

Lets not fool ourselves; we know full well who is behind these depraved acts, some of which go as far as using children…

Its no longer about “my little struggle” its about our HUGE PROBLEM as a society, that constitutes a grave and mortal sin.

Pornography is a blatant lie, and only satan who is the father of lies would promote it. After researching and reading about hell, demons and excorsisms (which is part of our catholic faith) I decided I will not join his demons in that pit of darkness, monstrousity and terror.

Lets pray for our brothers and sisters who making the videos and images and photos and literature. For ALL the producers and directors, all the staff, crew and all the people we don’t see that spread this lie around the world.

I have a 6 month old daughter (she has shamed me more than anything else). I’m absolutely done with that lie, and I will pray a rosary a for every face I’ve seen in those pages. I’ll do the opposite and see what happens.

I feel that my time for guilt, shame, crying and fear is up. It’s time to RIGHT MY WRONGS and with God and Jesus’s help live the life they intend me to live, aswell as all those people some who are innocents. I hope its your time too. God bless and free us all.

p.s. What made write this was a video about abusing Gods mercy… Satans ultimate lie: God won’t punish you.
 
What a wonderful revelation for God to give you. I will join you in prayer.

Eternal God , in whom mercy is endless,
and the treasury of compassion inexhaustible ,
look kindly upon us and increase Your mercy in us ,
that in difficult moments we might not despair
nor become despondent , but with great confidence ,
submit ourselves to Your Holy Will ,
which is love and mercy itself . Amen
:gopray2:
 
p.s. What made write this was a video about abusing Gods mercy.
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Got a link by chance? Sounds like something I’d be interested in watching.
 
Hello Scottgun, this is the link

youtube.com/watch?v=FafeWsDocu8&list=UUUPlBNUtDjLgqXSielEHPZA

It’s in spanish since I’m from Venezuela… I think it contains writings from Saint Alphonsus Liguori.

This video or very personal revelation about abusing Gods Divine and most tender mercy literally made me vomit. I cannot describe to you the feeling of being completely abandoned by our Father.

We are so used to the IDEA, I will say that again: IDEA of never being abandoned to our sins and darkness that when I experienced it for a fraction of a minute I felt I could die just from the pain. I was so shocked I banged my head on a closet fell to the ground and started to vomit, I rolled on the floor for about 5 minutes vomiting and spitting, not only was there physical pain but EMOTIONAL pain, it was horrendous. Even now I’m terrified of ever feeling this again. Now I understand completely that I can NEVER save myself, because with what can I repay God? Honestly we don’t know how powerful and almighty he really is, and how much we need Him. I felt as if life itself left me, and was left full of despair. I’m scared, REALLY scared of his power.

We take Gods mercy for granted not knowing that that is satans ultimate weapon, YOU WON’T SURELY DIE… he said.

Yes you will !! we don’t see how much pain and suffering we have caused from the privacy of our rooms and pcs until its too late. And do you know when its too late? when you believe the lunacy of being “saved in the future” “tomorrow” “next week”… We don’t get to convince God about our worth speccially if we test his mercy!!

I’ll paraphrase form the video of Saint Alphonsus: When the sinner is comfortable in his mortal sin and Gods punishment does not manifest, that is when he should be absolutely terrified. If the sinner rejects his law he can appeal to his mercy, but if he rejects his mercy to what shall he appeal to?

Let’s not test Gods patience for our own sake. We have to stop making excuses. We have to stop listening to the serpent saying we won’t surely die, that we can still make it while he drags us futher down into his abyss of monstrosities while we touch ourselves watching outright lies on a screen, we all know pornography is completely fake. Every smile is a complete lie!

That’s why my daughters smile is like a slap in the face. I repent deeply and know from my heart that if she were ever (God forbid) to lose her way I would ALWAYS welcome her back to my arms… The pain and shame I feel is beyond words. Any loving mother or father would feel the same.

The madness of pornography has to stop.One soul at a time, one actor/actress, cameraman, makeup artist, producer etc.

Our Father awaits all his children who are our brothers and sisters, not just the ones who go to church, but specially the ones who DON’T. Let our prayers be an act of charity towards them and maybe amidst the wretchedness of our sin still be capable of love.

The devil can’t stand an act of charity, SPECIALLY from sinners! he is evil mean and cruel and would have us all dead. So let’s use the knowledge of this sin against the devil himself, and snatch from his demons our brothers and sisters who are even more caught up in those lies and give them a fighting chance as well.

We owe it to them.

Our beloved Jesus have mercy on us (even if it be painful in this earthly life),and Mother Mary and the entire host of Saints help us right our wrongs!

God bless us all.
 
I have been an addict since I was 14 and now I am 29, I have stopped with porn because it really offends God, even if I haven’t done hardcore porn, I still feel that what I have done is very bad. It doesn’t matter if it was softcore, God knows that I did wrong and he knows that every sin is the same, whether really bad or not so bad. Porn can only be conquered with love. someone once told me that if you try not to watch porn for the love of Christ, it means that you are repenting correctly. if you do it because you fear going to hell then that’s not the best way. Jesus wants us to love him above all things.🙂
 
LatinoSON said:
I Porn can only be conquered with love. someone once told me that if you try not to watch porn for the love of Christ, it means that you are repenting correctly. if you do it because you fear going to hell then that’s not the best way. Jesus wants us to love him above all things.🙂
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That depends on the sinner, some of us are/were more lost to his Mercy and Love, for many different reasons. I give thanks and praise to our Lord for alowing me to share my experience. My words and actions imperfect or incorrect as they be are from the sincere heart of a sinner. Thank you for the reply.

Jesus have mercy on us, even if sometimes it be with the rod.
 
Trippin said:
That depends on the sinner, some of us are/were more lost to his Mercy and Love, for many different reasons. I give thanks and praise to our Lord for alowing me to share my experience. My words and actions imperfect or incorrect as they be are from the sincere heart of a sinner. Thank you for the reply.

Jesus have mercy on us, even if sometimes it be with the rod.
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Amen!
 
Greetings in our Lord Jesus Christ.

Simple answer would be: One would not be able to beat watching pornography for the lack of Loving God.

However, if God and the Love of God comes into the heart, these things will (have to) run away automatically.

Latinoson gave a good answer.
 
Trippin said:
Hi to all,

At my age and after 20+ yrs looking at pornography I consider myself to have seen every last bit of filth that world has to offer. I know full well the guilt and shame, the hiding, the “repenting” and falling back, the temptation… I’ve lived the secret life of a porn and masturbation addict, so I know most of what there is to know.

Until God made me understand this: This thought entered my mind AND HEART

You will NEVER be free of that addiction UNTIL you start doing something for the men and women you have masturbated to.You have WRONGED them, you have contributed to the buying and selling of human flesh for pleasure. You want me to free you from bondage and slavery whilst they remain in the hands of Satan??? You will free yourself by helping free your brothers and sisters who are lost first… or you will join the evil one in his darkness.

At this point the thought: Be watchful and Pray entered my mind…

Lets not fool ourselves; we know full well who is behind these depraved acts, some of which go as far as using children…

Its no longer about “my little struggle” its about our HUGE PROBLEM as a society, that constitutes a grave and mortal sin.

Pornography is a blatant lie, and only satan who is the father of lies would promote it. After researching and reading about hell, demons and excorsisms (which is part of our catholic faith) I decided I will not join his demons in that pit of darkness, monstrousity and terror.

Lets pray for our brothers and sisters who making the videos and images and photos and literature. For ALL the producers and directors, all the staff, crew and all the people we don’t see that spread this lie around the world.

I have a 6 month old daughter (she has shamed me more than anything else). I’m absolutely done with that lie, and I will pray a rosary a for every face I’ve seen in those pages. I’ll do the opposite and see what happens.

I feel that my time for guilt, shame, crying and fear is up. It’s time to RIGHT MY WRONGS and with God and Jesus’s help live the life they intend me to live, aswell as all those people some who are innocents. I hope its your time too. God bless and free us all.

p.s. What made write this was a video about abusing Gods mercy… Satans ultimate lie: God won’t punish you.
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Hey way to go man! That’s a big deal. I’m proud of you. You’ve made a dent in a never-ending wave of bad news. Stay strong man. Because one thing I know about addiction is that the devil lets you celebrate your victory. He lets you get as far as thinking you’re through it. On the other side even. And then he pounces and tries to bring you back. His strategy is to break you. Because to get you down that second time after you thought you’d got away is to make it too disheartening to want to try to break the trap again. So watch out. And I mean if it happens that you do fall don’t get fooled into playing his game. Just dust yourself off and go at it again. Because you know it’s worth it.

Peace buddy!

-Trident
 
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