Have you tried utilizing the Lectio Divina method of reading the scriptures? This may help you with this ‘explosion’ you are experiencing. The Lectio Divina method dates back to an early monastic tradition and is a deliberate, deep reading of the scriptures. Reading the Sacred Scriptures through the Lectio Divina method would flow as follows:
Enter a quite area and reflect that you are about to read the divinely inspired Word of God. Ask the Lord to open your heart to His word. Start by choosing a passage from the Gospels or one of the epistles, increasing the length as you begin to move through. Read the selected passage, and then pause to reflect on the reading. Focus on a word or phrase that really stands out or touches your heart. After reflection, read the passage again.