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brotherhrolf
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Oh, I know what I said was a bit misleading. I wasn’t striving for techical excellence as much as to put the folks who grew up with NO at ease. After all, as you say, folks our age grew up with the TLM and it was as normal to us as the NO is to the young folks today.To brotherhrolf: Folks our age who long for the Catholicism that we were raised with are not just nostaligic dinasours who refuse to grow with the times. On the contrary, we know what has been lost.
Much has been lost and I don’t think we will ever recapture that which you and I grew up with. In my heart of hearts, I carry that memory. The memory of quietly entering the sacred. The smell of beeswax and incense before Mass. I don’t have the words to properly articulate the palpable presence of God in His Sanctuary.
Much less of my memories of serving as an altar boy. Of my new parish being spun off from the old in '65 and me serving the 6am Low Mass with just Father and me in his suburban ranch house because the church and rectory had not been built. And then the sisters came and Father said Mass in their chapel in a suburban ranch house near where the school would soon be built. Or of having one of those sisters join the cathedral choir in the 90s and remembering me as a teenager…
I am in awe of the knowledge that the young advocates of the TLM have. And their zeal. I am thankful that I found a reverent NO parish in my cathedral and thankful for having been able to sing in the choir for over 20 years.
But it’s not the same. We’ve been steam rollered over the last 40 years. I still feel a sense of being violated by having to sing Simon and Garfunkle at my high school graduation in May of 69.
My conscience was formed before Vatican II. This is something I have not seen discussed. I still have a pre-Vatican II conscience and I suspect you do too. How to explain that?