R
Rahn
Guest
For me, it was odd (and perhaps I see God’s hand) in the theme of the readings for the last Sunday Mass, and the fact that Sunday was the 10th anniversary of the 9/11 attacks on the World Trade Center and Pentagon.
I had the priviledge of reading both the first and second reading, and I also gave the commentary which mentioned Peter’s question and Jesus’s reply in the Gospel. I read these words, but I had also just seen footage of the planes hitting the World Trade Center buildings, the ultimate collapse of both buildings, and a lot of scenes of the dead, dying and (ultimately) the walking dead, those who lived through it but don’t understand. I’ve seen stories of heroes that got others out of WTC 1 or WTC 2, only to be haunted by their memories to the point of turning to alcohol, destroyed marriages, unable to work, or do anything.
And so, I ask, how do we forgive? Ten years later, the USA as a nation hasn’t forgiven, we’ve invaded Iraq and Afghanistan, and, as an American I can tell you I still feel the hairs stand up on the back of my neck every time I see footage of 9/11. I did feel vindication when I heard that Osama bin Laden was dead (but, sadness that Hell has one more occupant). But, I know that I am out of God’s will in this, as Jesus’s words made clear to me on Sunday.
Can I ask how other Catholics feel about this and your thoughts? Because, I’m really struggling… Lord, how do I forgive 70 times 7? I can’t forgive this one time!
I had the priviledge of reading both the first and second reading, and I also gave the commentary which mentioned Peter’s question and Jesus’s reply in the Gospel. I read these words, but I had also just seen footage of the planes hitting the World Trade Center buildings, the ultimate collapse of both buildings, and a lot of scenes of the dead, dying and (ultimately) the walking dead, those who lived through it but don’t understand. I’ve seen stories of heroes that got others out of WTC 1 or WTC 2, only to be haunted by their memories to the point of turning to alcohol, destroyed marriages, unable to work, or do anything.
And so, I ask, how do we forgive? Ten years later, the USA as a nation hasn’t forgiven, we’ve invaded Iraq and Afghanistan, and, as an American I can tell you I still feel the hairs stand up on the back of my neck every time I see footage of 9/11. I did feel vindication when I heard that Osama bin Laden was dead (but, sadness that Hell has one more occupant). But, I know that I am out of God’s will in this, as Jesus’s words made clear to me on Sunday.
Can I ask how other Catholics feel about this and your thoughts? Because, I’m really struggling… Lord, how do I forgive 70 times 7? I can’t forgive this one time!