For instance the trinity…how do I wrap my head around that?
Let go of your anthropomorphic ideas about God. God is God, not a human.
Take a go at the Gospel of John. It is very Trinitarian.
Another thing is transubstantiation. How did you come to understand it? And get past the cannibalism that the mormons put on it?
It isn’t cannibalism. There you go, let that misinformation go.
Do we really understand it? No. It is a miracle. We explain it, as best we can with our limited abilities. We aren’t gods, and do not know the mind of God.
Catholics are fine with the mysteries of God. “Mystery”, not being a way of throwing your hands up in the air and saying “it’s a mystyer!”. Mystery, in the Catholic world, means God has revealed something to us and we accept what He has revealed. We don’t expect that we can understand the mysteries of God.
What has Jesus revealed about the bread and wine? Again, turn to the Gospel of John, in particularly, chapter 6. Catholics don’t see symbolism.
Go to a Catholic Church, many (or some) are open all day for anyone to walk in. Look for a candle that is burning in a deep red container. There, marks where God is present in a tabernacle. Sit there for a while, pray, and listen. No one will bother you.
Now to mormonism I’ve always had doubts about the “Golden Plates” that were found by Joseph Smith and taken back into heaven and i’m a history buff and the lack of archaeological evidence is a big one. However my mission president told me in my exit interview that the church is on the brink of proving archaeologically that the church is true but doesn’t really push for it because that would take away from the “feelings” that convert.
A nice faith-promoting rumor. I can’t say I see any evidence that would cause me to believe what he said. In the software world, we call this “promise-ware”.
I was always taught, its the spirit that converts not people or evidence, though it can be used to help “strengthen” it.
God created us as rational creatures, with the ability to reason. Since God created us as we are, we don’t struggle, searching for ways to not use what He gave us. Instead, we use what He gave us. Faith seeks understanding. The Holy Spirit guides people to understanding. Reasoning is not at odds with this process; this gift.
For myself, it was like my head is a filing cabinet, and someone slipped a file in there when I wasn’t looking.
Pray for guidance, to be protected from what is false, and for patience.
And now for the kicker, The Great Apostasy, since birth i’ve been taught this and believe it. However, since reading the Bible while on my mission i’ve come to believe that maybe, just maybe, there wasn’t one. Of course i only have the mormon bible with title headings to help “decipher” the true meanings of apostasy and all that jazz. How did you overcome that and find that the Great Apostasy never happened?
I read of all that God has done for, and in, His Church. Perhaps it has been different for you, as everyone has their own journey. But for me, Christian history was never taught to me as a Mormon, ever. You get the NT (with the Mormon spin), a description of markers that are used to convince people of a “great apostasy”, and then skip 1500 years to the Protestants, skip another 300 to Joseph Smith.
The scriptures Mormons use as evidence for a “great apostasy”, describe individuals or groups who apostatized. There is a convenient ignoring of the faithful. Discover the lives of the faithful, who we call Saints. For instance, read about St. Francis. Maybe you’ll be shocked to learn, as I was, that he lived during that time where Mormons like to point out that Protestantism was rising and God had abandoned the Catholic Church. And here we have, St. Francis, who had a calling from God to rebuild a particular little church in Italy. Not start a new religion, or turn Christ’s Church upside down. Rebuild.
Go back further, and further. Read the Early Church Fathers, who are the first defenders of the faith, and the first written accounts (outside of the Bible) of faith, seeking understanding.
Go to Mass, and pray.