A very messed up Christian needing advice

[peaceandmercy]

What exactly sent you back into the Church. We miss God in the ordinary. Reflection might show that God was talking to us then.

As one author says The more we see, the more we will see.

I went back to the church because i realised the limitations of earthly comforts in getting me through very tough times in my head, by going to church i thought i’d feel stronger, i had hopes of rebuilding my life, instead i feel weaker in someways, whilst attending mass i feel weak and introverted, i’m not happy, i have to force a smile, my mind is so filled with depression that i can’t interact with people that well, it’s like my mind is clouded by negitive thoughts and as a result i can’t be my best self.

I’m very greatful to all who have posted but i can’t help the fact that my faith is God is very little.