I don’t think we’ll really know the full answer in this life.
Still, I have wondered about it even so. I have worked with animals all my life. Animals don’t do anything evil. They do what their nature requires of them. It may seem evil at times to us, but it really isn’t. They have no choices.
We do have choices. I have wondered at times (in thinking about evolution as well) whether perhaps Eden was not some lush garden, but the world as we know it. In a sense all animals live in Eden. They don’t comprehend how it could be better or worse. They don’t question it. Cold, hot, hungry, thirsty, well-fed…they don’t question any of it. They simply live out Providence as Providence is for them.
We do comprehend such things, and we kick and rail against them. We always want to return to Eden and spend a lot of time and effort trying to re-create it. Why? Well, I have sometimes thought that (if there’s anything to evolution) at some point God changed man from a creature fully attuned to Providence into one that could choose to accept or reject it. And perhaps He did so with one man and one woman simultaneously. Going evolutionary again, perhaps they had something new…the ability to see paths that diverged from Providence, and the ability to see that they could take those paths. And then, perhaps, they did exactly that. “Wait a minute. I’m cold. I don’t like this. Here, give me that skin you’re wearing. You don’t need it as much as I do.” That sort of thing.
And why, then, would God create us that way? Why instill in our DNA (perhaps there) something that triggered our brains into greater self-awareness, a self-awareness we did not have as “animals” that lived in perfect accord with His Providence. Possibly pre-Adamic “man” didn’t “die” because he was unaware of death…just as animals are. They don’t think about death. They just go on until they do die. And perhaps, being in the Mind of God, as all creation is, the pre-Adam “people” lived on in the Mind of God, so “death” to them was not “death” even if they could know it when they saw it, and even though they could physically die.
So why the spark of knowing? Is it a blessing? Is it a curse? Well, it’s not too hard to think of it as both. We don’t live in total harmony with God’s providence anymore. We question, we doubt, we wonder, we have “knowledge of good and evil”. In the moment when that DNA-enabled spark was kindled, was it somehow self-kindled? “I can choose. So I choose to choose”. Could God have even done it through natural processes? We all know radioactive particles can alter cells, genes, DNA. We know that. What would it take to do that? Or was it perhaps some blast of something-or-other like whatever it was that imprinted the Shroud of Turin? Do we know what imprinted the Shroud? Was it a pure miracle, or the natural energy unleashed from a return from another dimension we term “heaven”; another mode of existence altogether? Not to be too much a smart aleck, but were Adam and Eve’s brains touched by a “brane”, changing them in the process?
And did God, who perhaps thought “I’ll raise them up from their former state. I’ll ennoble them; make them more like angels in having real consciousness and choice. In that way, the greater will be their reward, their glory, their eventual union with Me” but knowing there was danger in it too; danger that we might choose ourselves entirely, like Satan who lives in an eternal cocoon of self-love and self-worship; the “heaven” in which he is the only “god”, that pushes everything else into an outer space of hatred, just as we sometimes (but less definitively until the very end) try to live in “Edens” of our own making; Edens in which we walk with the only “god” we will allow…ourselves.
Anyway, that’s all speculative, and it’s quite enough. And just to clarify, I do not necessarily believe we are the product of evolution, nor do I preclude it as possible. But either way, we are God’s doing. We just don’t know how He did it.
Leaving it with you now. HAPPY EASTER!