Compassion, patience, forgiveness, kindness, mercy, humility…in my eyes these are the things that make someone a Christian.
No, actually they’re not. One may be a compassionate Hindu, a patient Muslim, a merciful Buddhist; but what makes a person a Christian is belief in Jesus Christ as God Incarnate.
The sad thing is, that they don’t make them a Catholic. Dogma does.
Again, no. What makes a person a Catholic is belief not only in Jesus, but also in the Church which He founded.
A solipsist is what I am by nature, because I can never gain a perspective outside of myself.
I think I would disagree here, too. (Sorry.) I would say, rather, that you have such a high (i.e., unrealistic) standard for ‘proof’ that you refuse to believe anything that you cannot ‘prove’. That’s not a completely logical approach. After all, in yourself, you can experience the act of ‘breathing’. Yet, can you ‘prove’ (to your satisfaction) that you’re breathing air? Nope… since ‘air’ is outside of yourself and you hold to a certain skepticism to anything outside yourself. (This disconnect, then, viewed through the lens of your approach to proof, might lead you to doubt your own physical existence – after all, maybe you’re just a mind trying to convince itself that it has a physical body that breathes.)
So, I would conclude that you encounter a wide variety of experiences, but merely refuse to assent to them. (That, however, does not logically lead to the proposition that you’re God.)
A Christian on the other hand, is what I am by choice.
If by that you mean that you’re compassionate, patient, forgiving, kind, merciful, and humble, I could buy that proposition. However, that’s not the ‘definition’ of a Christian (even if Christians tend to have those characteristics). What you’re doing here is noticing that puppies have eyes and ears and a nose, and concluding that, since you have eyes and ears and a nose, you’re a puppy.
It’s not my intent to worship myself, nor that you should either. My intent is simply to understand myself, and to understand why men suffer, and how the explanation for that suffering may lie in me. Not in others, and not in God, but in me.
Interesting perspective. If you accept the existence of persons (who suffer), and those persons tell you that their existence chronologically precedes yours, then why can you not accept that assertion?
It’s my proposal, that in answering those two questions, what I am and where I came from, that consciousness creates everything that it sees around it.
How can you distinguish – with the high standard of proof that you insist upon – that your consciousness ‘creates’ and doesn’t merely ‘experience’? If you cannot prove it, then you must – by your own rules – refuse to accept that assertion.