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I love seeing the younger orthodox priests. They have strong, contagious faith and are actually really inspiring. I can completely relate to them. There are also liberal priests (old and young) and laity that I can connect with, but perhaps to a lesser degree. When I came back into the Church as an adult I had to actually be confirmed. I didn’t have a sponsor as I was doing this completely on my own. I was so embarrassed to say that. The RCIA leader (Mr. Liberal) was so kind about it. I remember he said, well, you read Flannery O’Connor. (as if to imply that was sufficient) He did find me a sponsor - some poor girl fresh to Seattle from Ohio who just about had a heart attack when I told her I considered myself more of a Christian than a Catholic. She stuck it out with me. There are a lot of nice people in the Church, real Christians, liberal and orthodox.I think that it isn’t just an issue of priests. Someone fresh out of seminary no doubt has the doctrine fresh in his mind and tends to go “by the book”. Someone in his 50s or 60s is simply more realistic, has more human experience, and realizes as my PP says “doctrine has never saved a soul, it is Jesus who saves”.
As I look back at my 17 years since reverting, I was far more legalistic and by the book at the beginning, until I realized that hiding behind law didn’t make me any less a sinner nor did anything for a real inner conversion.
Even in the medical field: when I visited my family doctor to work me up for type II diabetes, he had a med student/intern do the initial workup and suggested treatment plan and invariably it’s “we’re going to put you on this, test that, probe into there…” and basically turn me into a pin cushion and lab rat. Then my doctor walks in, looks at the numbers and says “no, you’re an avid cyclist, keep at it and let’s just work on diet at first and reassess in 6 months” and “you can still eat what you love but just remember to reduce portions and only have the really bad stuff as an occasional treat so you don’t go crazy”.
The young and the keen feel they can change the world. The old grizzled warriors realize they can’t change human nature and instead focus on mending and healing those suffering from the aftermath. Been there, done that!