Anger, bitterness-Prayers against these, please

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Hello, again…

Your prayers got me through the part that scared me most, namely the anesthesia, with which there is a bad history.
Thank you so very much.That went smoothly

This week’s sermon was, in part,about praying for others. That we may petition for ourselves of course, but that prayers for others are made through His love and compassion.
The priest said this more eloquently, of course.
He also stated that, as Christians, we are to pray for others, not just out of obligation, but more from our heart, where it matters most. To want to do so more than having to do so.

I am asking for your prayers yet again.
I am becoming angry, bitter, and discouraged. It seems understandable, but this is still not me. This surgery was regrettable. I was not psychologically capable of handling this. My living circumstances are not conducive to proper healing and it is aleady behind schedule.

It seems surreal, yet again understandable that life is too much for me. That I can’t be here. I am tired. “Thy will be done.” I would run a marathon for Him, but I cannot.
I am not purposefully rejecting Him, He understands all that is in my head and heart.
But I don’t want to feel this way, either.
I told a pastor where I previously worked, that I do not want to die, but I do not want to live, either. Even that’s not right; I want to, I can’t. And I do not want anger and bitterness to take hold.

The most support I have had comes from CAF, where, I think, the greatest true compassion of Christ lives, at least from my perspective. My former prospective church has dropped me from RCIA. I have given up on that, too. The only place for me to get food is where I once worked; a Christian based ministry, where there is little compassion, odddly enough. But its pastor has turned to me in His love and understanding, for which I am grateful to God. All my other support are paid professionals, for whom whom also grateful. It’s not the same as personal support, of which I have none. This too, makes me feel like I do not belong here.

If you would pray for me, I would appreciate it. I will pray for you, those who feel as I do, and especially those who do the marginalizing. It’s a shame.

God bless and again, thank you
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Cheezy, the feelings of anger, even bitterness are actually normal (I think we all feel that way when suffering through certain trials, I myself spoke of this during my last visit to a prayer group). Having said this, do not let that anger get the better of you, so I’ll pray for you because I know things will get better:
" O Lord, make it possible for us to accomplish with your grace what is impossible for us by nature. You know the little we can bear and when some trial comes our way we immediately fall apart. Make the bearing of trials something desirable and lovable to us, for suffering and affliction for your name is wholesome to our soul."
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“Give (Cheezey) the strength to resist, the patience to endure, and the steadfastness to persevere.”
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“If he should, however, fall into some kind of trouble - no matter how entangled he has become - You will quickly rescue him or console him for You never abandon those who trust in You unto the end.”
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All these quotes are from “The Imitation of Christ” by St. Thomas a Kempis, it is a wonderful spiritual book.
 
Holy Mother, please cover our friend cheezey with your mantle. Please ask our Lord to give her the grace she needs to release the anger, bitterness, and discouragement. Please ask him to fill her with faith, hope and love and to send people into who life who can be a source of support. Amen

Hail, holy Queen, Mother of mercy, hail, our life, our sweetness and our hope. To thee do we cry, poor banished children of Eve: to thee do we send up our sighs, mourning and weeping in this valley of tears. Turn then, most gracious Advocate, thine eyes of mercy toward us, and after this our exile, show unto us the blessed fruit of thy womb, Jesus, O merciful, O loving, O sweet Virgin Mary! Amen.
 
Lord please help dear Cheezey with all her needs.Please help her to be able to move to a safe home in a nice neighbourhood and to have supportive genuine loving friends around her.We pray for the continued healing from her recent surgery and for healing in her emotions. So many people have failed to help her in joining the church and I pray You would guide a priest/deacon to help her that she can begin RCIA as soon as possible.
Lord please bless Cheezey and keep her safe and grant that she can feel Your love for her in her life.Thankyou Lord for hearing our prayers Amen

Eternal God , in whom mercy is endless,
and the treasury of compassion inexhastible ,
look kindly upon us and increase Your mercy in us ,
that in difficult moments we might not despair
nor become despondent , but with great confidence ,
submit ourselves to Your Holy Will ,
which is love and mercy itself . Amen

Memorare (Prayer to Our Lady)
Remember, O most gracious Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone who fled to your protection, implored your help, or sought your intercession, was left unaided.
Inspired by this confidence, I fly unto you, O Virgin of virgins, my Mother. To you do I come, before you I stand, sinful and sorrowful. O Mother of the Word Incarnate, despise not my petitions, but in your mercy, hear and answer me Amen
 
Holy Mother, please cover our friend cheezey with your mantle. Please ask our Lord to give her the grace she needs to release the anger, bitterness, and discouragement. Please ask him to fill her with faith, hope and love and to send people into who life who can be a source of support. Amen

Hail, holy Queen, Mother of mercy, hail, our life, our sweetness and our hope. To thee do we cry, poor banished children of Eve: to thee do we send up our sighs, mourning and weeping in this valley of tears. Turn then, most gracious Advocate, thine eyes of mercy toward us, and after this our exile, show unto us the blessed fruit of thy womb, Jesus, O merciful, O loving, O sweet Virgin Mary! Amen.
 
Lord please help dear Cheezey with all her needs.Please help her to be able to move to a safe home in a nice neighbourhood and to have supportive genuine loving friends around her.We pray for the continued healing from her recent surgery and for healing in her emotions. So many people have failed to help her in joining the church and I pray You would guide a priest/deacon to help her that she can begin RCIA as soon as possible.
Lord please bless Cheezey and keep her safe and grant that she can feel Your love for her in her life.Thankyou Lord for hearing our prayers Amen

Eternal God , in whom mercy is endless,
and the treasury of compassion inexhastible ,
look kindly upon us and increase Your mercy in us ,
that in difficult moments we might not despair
nor become despondent , but with great confidence ,
submit ourselves to Your Holy Will ,
which is love and mercy itself . Amen

Memorare (Prayer to Our Lady)
Remember, O most gracious Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone who fled to your protection, implored your help, or sought your intercession, was left unaided.
Inspired by this confidence, I fly unto you, O Virgin of virgins, my Mother. To you do I come, before you I stand, sinful and sorrowful. O Mother of the Word Incarnate, despise not my petitions, but in your mercy, hear and answer me Amen
 
Lord please help dear Cheezey with all her needs.Please help her to be able to move to a safe home in a nice neighbourhood and to have supportive genuine loving friends around her.We pray for the continued healing from her recent surgery and for healing in her emotions. So many people have failed to help her in joining the church and I pray You would guide a priest/deacon to help her that she can begin RCIA as soon as possible.
Lord please bless Cheezey and keep her safe and grant that she can feel Your love for her in her life.Thankyou Lord for hearing our prayers Amen

Eternal God , in whom mercy is endless,
and the treasury of compassion inexhastible ,
look kindly upon us and increase Your mercy in us ,
that in difficult moments we might not despair
nor become despondent , but with great confidence ,
submit ourselves to Your Holy Will ,
which is love and mercy itself . Amen

Memorare (Prayer to Our Lady)
Remember, O most gracious Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone who fled to your protection, implored your help, or sought your intercession, was left unaided.
Inspired by this confidence, I fly unto you, O Virgin of virgins, my Mother. To you do I come, before you I stand, sinful and sorrowful. O Mother of the Word Incarnate, despise not my petitions, but in your mercy, hear and answer me Amen
 
Lord please help dear Cheezey with all her needs.Please help her to be able to move to a safe home in a nice neighbourhood and to have supportive genuine loving friends around her.We pray for the continued healing from her recent surgery and for healing in her emotions. So many people have failed to help her in joining the church and I pray You would guide a priest/deacon to help her that she can begin RCIA as soon as possible.
Lord please bless Cheezey and keep her safe and grant that she can feel Your love for her in her life.Thankyou Lord for hearing our prayers Amen

Eternal God , in whom mercy is endless,
and the treasury of compassion inexhastible ,
look kindly upon us and increase Your mercy in us ,
that in difficult moments we might not despair
nor become despondent , but with great confidence ,
submit ourselves to Your Holy Will ,
which is love and mercy itself . Amen

Memorare (Prayer to Our Lady)
Remember, O most gracious Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone who fled to your protection, implored your help, or sought your intercession, was left unaided.
Inspired by this confidence, I fly unto you, O Virgin of virgins, my Mother. To you do I come, before you I stand, sinful and sorrowful. O Mother of the Word Incarnate, despise not my petitions, but in your mercy, hear and answer me Amen
 
Lord please help dear Cheezey with all her needs.Please help her to be able to move to a safe home in a nice neighbourhood and to have supportive genuine loving friends around her.We pray for the continued healing from her recent surgery and for healing in her emotions. So many people have failed to help her in joining the church and I pray You would guide a priest/deacon to help her that she can begin RCIA as soon as possible.
Lord please bless Cheezey and keep her safe and grant that she can feel Your love for her in her life.Thankyou Lord for hearing our prayers Amen

Eternal God , in whom mercy is endless,
and the treasury of compassion inexhastible ,
look kindly upon us and increase Your mercy in us ,
that in difficult moments we might not despair
nor become despondent , but with great confidence ,
submit ourselves to Your Holy Will ,
which is love and mercy itself . Amen

Memorare (Prayer to Our Lady)
Remember, O most gracious Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone who fled to your protection, implored your help, or sought your intercession, was left unaided.
Inspired by this confidence, I fly unto you, O Virgin of virgins, my Mother. To you do I come, before you I stand, sinful and sorrowful. O Mother of the Word Incarnate, despise not my petitions, but in your mercy, hear and answer me Amen
 
Lord please help dear Cheezey with all her needs.Please help her to be able to move to a safe home in a nice neighbourhood and to have supportive genuine loving friends around her.We pray for the continued healing from her recent surgery and for healing in her emotions. So many people have failed to help her in joining the church and I pray You would guide a priest/deacon to help her that she can begin RCIA as soon as possible.
Lord please bless Cheezey and keep her safe and grant that she can feel Your love for her in her life.Thankyou Lord for hearing our prayers Amen

Eternal God , in whom mercy is endless,
and the treasury of compassion inexhastible ,
look kindly upon us and increase Your mercy in us ,
that in difficult moments we might not despair
nor become despondent , but with great confidence ,
submit ourselves to Your Holy Will ,
which is love and mercy itself . Amen

Memorare (Prayer to Our Lady)
Remember, O most gracious Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone who fled to your protection, implored your help, or sought your intercession, was left unaided.
Inspired by this confidence, I fly unto you, O Virgin of virgins, my Mother. To you do I come, before you I stand, sinful and sorrowful. O Mother of the Word Incarnate, despise not my petitions, but in your mercy, hear and answer me Amen
 
Lord please help dear Cheezey with all her needs.Please help her to be able to move to a safe home in a nice neighbourhood and to have supportive genuine loving friends around her.We pray for the continued healing from her recent surgery and for healing in her emotions. So many people have failed to help her in joining the church and I pray You would guide a priest/deacon to help her that she can begin RCIA as soon as possible.
Lord please bless Cheezey and keep her safe and grant that she can feel Your love for her in her life.Thankyou Lord for hearing our prayers Amen

Eternal God , in whom mercy is endless,
and the treasury of compassion inexhastible ,
look kindly upon us and increase Your mercy in us ,
that in difficult moments we might not despair
nor become despondent , but with great confidence ,
submit ourselves to Your Holy Will ,
which is love and mercy itself . Amen

Memorare (Prayer to Our Lady)
Remember, O most gracious Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone who fled to your protection, implored your help, or sought your intercession, was left unaided.
Inspired by this confidence, I fly unto you, O Virgin of virgins, my Mother. To you do I come, before you I stand, sinful and sorrowful. O Mother of the Word Incarnate, despise not my petitions, but in your mercy, hear and answer me Amen
 
Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee.

Blessed are you among women, and blessed is the fruit of your womb Jesus.

Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death.

Amen.

†

Our Father who art in Heaven, hallowed be thy name.

Thy kingdom come, thy will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven.

Give us this day our daily bread.

And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us.

And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.

Amen.

†
 
Lord please help dear Cheezey with all her needs.Please help her to be able to move to a safe home in a nice neighbourhood and to have supportive genuine loving friends around her.We pray for the continued healing from her recent surgery and for healing in her emotions. So many people have failed to help her in joining the church and I pray You would guide a priest/deacon to help her that she can begin RCIA as soon as possible.
Lord please bless Cheezey and keep her safe and grant that she can feel Your love for her in her life.Thankyou Lord for hearing our prayers Amen

Eternal God , in whom mercy is endless,
and the treasury of compassion inexhastible ,
look kindly upon us and increase Your mercy in us ,
that in difficult moments we might not despair
nor become despondent , but with great confidence ,
submit ourselves to Your Holy Will ,
which is love and mercy itself . Amen

Memorare (Prayer to Our Lady)
Remember, O most gracious Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone who fled to your protection, implored your help, or sought your intercession, was left unaided.
Inspired by this confidence, I fly unto you, O Virgin of virgins, my Mother. To you do I come, before you I stand, sinful and sorrowful. O Mother of the Word Incarnate, despise not my petitions, but in your mercy, hear and answer me Amen
 
Holy Mother, please cover our friend cheezey with your mantle. Please ask our Lord to give her the grace she needs to release the anger, bitterness, and discouragement. Please ask him to fill her with faith, hope and love and to send people into who life who can be a source of support. Amen

Hail, holy Queen, Mother of mercy, hail, our life, our sweetness and our hope. To thee do we cry, poor banished children of Eve: to thee do we send up our sighs, mourning and weeping in this valley of tears. Turn then, most gracious Advocate, thine eyes of mercy toward us, and after this our exile, show unto us the blessed fruit of thy womb, Jesus, O merciful, O loving, O sweet Virgin Mary! Amen.
 
Lord please help dear Cheezey with all her needs.Please help her to be able to move to a safe home in a nice neighbourhood and to have supportive genuine loving friends around her.We pray for the continued healing from her recent surgery and for healing in her emotions. So many people have failed to help her in joining the church and I pray You would guide a priest/deacon to help her that she can begin RCIA as soon as possible.
Lord please bless Cheezey and keep her safe and grant that she can feel Your love for her in her life.Thankyou Lord for hearing our prayers Amen

Eternal God , in whom mercy is endless,
and the treasury of compassion inexhastible ,
look kindly upon us and increase Your mercy in us ,
that in difficult moments we might not despair
nor become despondent , but with great confidence ,
submit ourselves to Your Holy Will ,
which is love and mercy itself . Amen

Memorare (Prayer to Our Lady)
Remember, O most gracious Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone who fled to your protection, implored your help, or sought your intercession, was left unaided.
Inspired by this confidence, I fly unto you, O Virgin of virgins, my Mother. To you do I come, before you I stand, sinful and sorrowful. O Mother of the Word Incarnate, despise not my petitions, but in your mercy, hear and answer me Amen
 
Lord please help dear Cheezey with all her needs.Please help her to be able to move to a safe home in a nice neighbourhood and to have supportive genuine loving friends around her.We pray for the continued healing from her recent surgery and for healing in her emotions. So many people have failed to help her in joining the church and I pray You would guide a priest/deacon to help her that she can begin RCIA as soon as possible.
Lord please bless Cheezey and keep her safe and grant that she can feel Your love for her in her life.Thankyou Lord for hearing our prayers Amen

Eternal God , in whom mercy is endless,
and the treasury of compassion inexhastible ,
look kindly upon us and increase Your mercy in us ,
that in difficult moments we might not despair
nor become despondent , but with great confidence ,
submit ourselves to Your Holy Will ,
which is love and mercy itself . Amen

Memorare (Prayer to Our Lady)
Remember, O most gracious Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone who fled to your protection, implored your help, or sought your intercession, was left unaided.
Inspired by this confidence, I fly unto you, O Virgin of virgins, my Mother. To you do I come, before you I stand, sinful and sorrowful. O Mother of the Word Incarnate, despise not my petitions, but in your mercy, hear and answer me Amen
 
Our Father who art in Heaven, hallowed be thy name.
Thy kingdom come, thy will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread,
And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us.
And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.

Amen
 
Lord please help dear Cheezey with all her needs.Please help her to be able to move to a safe home in a nice neighbourhood and to have supportive genuine loving friends around her.We pray for the continued healing from her recent surgery and for healing in her emotions. So many people have failed to help her in joining the church and I pray You would guide a priest/deacon to help her that she can begin RCIA as soon as possible.
Lord please bless Cheezey and keep her safe and grant that she can feel Your love for her in her life.Thankyou Lord for hearing our prayers Amen

Eternal God , in whom mercy is endless,
and the treasury of compassion inexhastible ,
look kindly upon us and increase Your mercy in us ,
that in difficult moments we might not despair
nor become despondent , but with great confidence ,
submit ourselves to Your Holy Will ,
which is love and mercy itself . Amen

Memorare (Prayer to Our Lady)
Remember, O most gracious Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone who fled to your protection, implored your help, or sought your intercession, was left unaided.
Inspired by this confidence, I fly unto you, O Virgin of virgins, my Mother. To you do I come, before you I stand, sinful and sorrowful. O Mother of the Word Incarnate, despise not my petitions, but in your mercy, hear and answer me Amen
 
Lord please help dear Cheezey with all her needs.Please help her to be able to move to a safe home in a nice neighbourhood and to have supportive genuine loving friends around her.We pray for the continued healing from her recent surgery and for healing in her emotions. So many people have failed to help her in joining the church and I pray You would guide a priest/deacon to help her that she can begin RCIA as soon as possible.
Lord please bless Cheezey and keep her safe and grant that she can feel Your love for her in her life.Thankyou Lord for hearing our prayers Amen

Eternal God , in whom mercy is endless,
and the treasury of compassion inexhastible ,
look kindly upon us and increase Your mercy in us ,
that in difficult moments we might not despair
nor become despondent , but with great confidence ,
submit ourselves to Your Holy Will ,
which is love and mercy itself . Amen

Memorare (Prayer to Our Lady)
Remember, O most gracious Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone who fled to your protection, implored your help, or sought your intercession, was left unaided.
Inspired by this confidence, I fly unto you, O Virgin of virgins, my Mother. To you do I come, before you I stand, sinful and sorrowful. O Mother of the Word Incarnate, despise not my petitions, but in your mercy, hear and answer me Amen
 
Lord please help dear Cheezey with all her needs.Please help her to be able to move to a safe home in a nice neighbourhood and to have supportive genuine loving friends around her.We pray for the continued healing from her recent surgery and for healing in her emotions. So many people have failed to help her in joining the church and I pray You would guide a priest/deacon to help her that she can begin RCIA as soon as possible.
Lord please bless Cheezey and keep her safe and grant that she can feel Your love for her in her life.Thankyou Lord for hearing our prayers Amen

Eternal God , in whom mercy is endless,
and the treasury of compassion inexhastible ,
look kindly upon us and increase Your mercy in us ,
that in difficult moments we might not despair
nor become despondent , but with great confidence ,
submit ourselves to Your Holy Will ,
which is love and mercy itself . Amen

Memorare (Prayer to Our Lady)
Remember, O most gracious Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone who fled to your protection, implored your help, or sought your intercession, was left unaided.
Inspired by this confidence, I fly unto you, O Virgin of virgins, my Mother. To you do I come, before you I stand, sinful and sorrowful. O Mother of the Word Incarnate, despise not my petitions, but in your mercy, hear and answer me Amen
 
Lord please help dear Cheezey with all her needs.Please help her to be able to move to a safe home in a nice neighbourhood and to have supportive genuine loving friends around her.We pray for the continued healing from her recent surgery and for healing in her emotions. So many people have failed to help her in joining the church and I pray You would guide a priest/deacon to help her that she can begin RCIA as soon as possible.
Lord please bless Cheezey and keep her safe and grant that she can feel Your love for her in her life.Thankyou Lord for hearing our prayers Amen

Eternal God , in whom mercy is endless,
and the treasury of compassion inexhastible ,
look kindly upon us and increase Your mercy in us ,
that in difficult moments we might not despair
nor become despondent , but with great confidence ,
submit ourselves to Your Holy Will ,
which is love and mercy itself . Amen

Memorare (Prayer to Our Lady)
Remember, O most gracious Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone who fled to your protection, implored your help, or sought your intercession, was left unaided.
Inspired by this confidence, I fly unto you, O Virgin of virgins, my Mother. To you do I come, before you I stand, sinful and sorrowful. O Mother of the Word Incarnate, despise not my petitions, but in your mercy, hear and answer me Amen
 
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