I was an agnostic for 5 years and I was in the same position. I believed that Jesus was the greatest man who ever lived with the most exemplary life and most sublime teachings that ever hit the earth. What was always troublesome for me was that, he said all these things that moved my heart, but yet He also said that He was God!!! So, the greatest “teacher” that ever lived was also quite delusional. So, you have to admire Him for all those amazing qualities, then, on the other hand, he’s a cook! a whacko! saying that He is God… bah! delusional, no doubt about it.
His social teachings still move me, but the Messiah part just doesn’t harmonize for me anymore, especially with the comparisons of both sides’ arguments. I was a deist for two years after I ceased being a practicing Roman Catholic. (Yes, my Anglican posts are valid, I am not being coy here- I was deist even during my temporary stint in the Episcopal Church).
I can’t speak for all Catholics, but here’s my answer. You admit that Jesus was a great Jewish sage? You admit that he probably had a better understanding of scripture than everyone here?
Yes, I believe he was a great social reformer. I don’t believe I said that his Scripture understanding was better than most. Maybe it was?
Here’s the point: He didn’t even try to fit into typical views of the messiah. As someone reminded us “I come to bring not peace but the sword.” Obviously, he was aware that the Jewish people expected political deliverance from their messiah. Basically, he understood things from the scriptures that mainstream Judaism wasn’t privy to. For instance, the idea of the “suffering messiah” has never caught on with the Jews who still believe that the Israelite nation as a whole was that servant.
You see, there’s the clincher- Jesus of Nazareth DIDN’T fit the mold necessary to satisfy the Mashiach. Charismatic? Yes! Pacifist? You bet! Actually fulfilling prophecies? No. The Vatican and other Christian communions can’t have it both ways- stringently quote and defend Tanakh passages seemingly foretelling of Christ’s Messiah nature, yet back off and alternate the message when the actual passages don’t jive with what occured.
They were promised no war and no hatred. It didn’t happen! Not only did the Jews not return to the Holyland, they were either massacred or expelled! When the objectives weren’t achieved, voila! Jesus suddenly has a Second Coming to manifest those promises that weren’t achieved in the First Coming.
As I understand it, the Messiah was supposed to do it with his one arrival, not two.
So, this is more of my disaffection with post-Jesus Christian theology. We all arrive at different maturities of belief, in either direction! No one is more superior to another.
Look, I think the historical Rabbi Jesus of Nazareth, born to a poor young woman in rustic Galilee, manifested the best of Jewish social ethics. Negating the non-harmonizing portions of the synoptic Gospels, Jesus was a true proponent of Tikkun Olam (repairing the world)! The Good Samaritan is a veritable aspect of this. That’s why “faith alone” types have no point in being Christian, because their notion is totally off kilter with Jesus’ view of works and faith.
The problem with institutionalized Christianity, is that for centuries it did not properly follow Jesus. The Church (and then churches) returned to a system where the Good Samaritan had no place in the hierarchy, where the pope would not sit with Gentiles (meaning Jews and other heretics) and tax collecters, like Jesus did. Now, popes do. Benedict prayed with Jews in the Cologne synagogue. John Paul II prayed with various religious representatives at Assisi. But that doesn’t excuse the past.
But, I am done debating publicly. If you want to continue the converasation with me, send a private message.
God bless.