I am sorry you are so angry, but why be angry with God? God doesn’t change, WE DO. God is LOVE. We are human, with human frailties. God doesn’t make bad things happen, we do. We have to do the changing, never God. To God, we are perfectly imperfect! God loves us as we are, broken, mad, sad, happy, peaceful…You name it! Please, go to God in prayer, pour your heart out, get mad if you have to. We are faulty but God is always there, always waiting for us to come to Him. Please look at and ponder the picture of Jesus standing outside a door. Notice there is no handle! God is there, waiting for us to open that door to our hearts with open arms. We are the ones who control it. Man is flawed, God, God is the Holy and Omnipotent Trinity! (Sorry, I am a religious education teacher, I don’t mean to preach, but I feel God is asking me to try and help you!) God’s Peace to YOU!