Whilst not everybody agrees that he is pagan, Aleister Crowley wrote about his doubts in the validity of Thelema. OTOH, he skewered everybody, and everything.
Amber, alright so what are you saying here? You doubt the truths of the group by what this man writes or because you know that there are some false truths to the group by what you are witnessing for yourself? You know what the differences are between the two questions - one sees the truth and lies and on the other hand, the other finds out by further knowledge of the group by an educated knowledge of it. I have to quote this scriptural point with you! Luke 11, and I want you to understand the point - I know that Christ makes us very aware of the darkness of light, that seems to be like a truth but its not "When your eyes are healthy, your whole body also is full of light. But when they are unhealthy, your body also is full of darkness. 35 See to it, then, that the light within you is not darkness. 36 Therefore, if your whole body is full of light, and no part of it dark, it will be just as full of light as when a lamp shines its light on you.” This I believe, was Eve’s deception - at the time. The darkness is very dangerous! You don’t know how far you’ll go within rituals of the group - and you won’t be able to control it.
Question? Can you leave the community without any repercussions? You know in a marriage there are truths and there lies, woman find themselves caught in between the truths and lies of a relationship - they stay in it for several reasons but after a while the emotional and closeness end catches up with them and they find themselves stuck, unable to leave. So they live in a lie, until one day they see for themselves what it does to them - and they get old. What is the normal age of a group member? How long have you been in the group - at what age? and what is the youngest member age? are there children who perform these same sexual rituals?.. Do you call them truths? If you can’t call them truths- then you live a lie…