Thanks! I really should have asked her aside today, but I fell again to my overthinking (“I’m a little boy: too young to date” and stuff like “If I sit next to her she’ll think I’m a creeper.”). I sadden myself. She’s my friend!
If she gets creeped by me, a friend of hers, sitting next to her that’s her problem.
Oh well. I wish I could talk to her one on one, but it seems the chances are slim unless I actively take her aside, a difficult thing as, while an extrovert, I struggle being assertive and I’m quite the people pleaser. I’m not one to tell others what to do. I’m just around to follow the orders. God will provide me with the wisdom to become an assertive person. I’m tired of being a friggin’ pushover.
If I don’t see her again, not likely as I see her at the NC all the time, then I can always ask her on Facebook. It’s not the end of the world.
I also got her a present for Christmas too that I’ll give her next week or whenever. It’s a 1911 Baltimore Catechism. I feel she’s been hinting she wants one so I got her one.
Even if she rejects me (doubt she’d reject other than the fact that she’s really REALLY busy with SGA and classes; after all we are both traditional Catholics with many things in common: music, arts, history, etc.) I could still be her friend. She’s a really nice person. The more like minded people you know the better.
