I’m sorry that you feel this way LittleFlower. Please know that there are so many holy priests out there. It’s like that quote: “Priests are like airplanes: when one falls, its all over the news, and people forget that every other plane is still flying.”
I could never have the view that “all priests are abusers” like so many people do today, because my parish priest is such a holy man. He is always gentle, humble, kind, very generous - a living Saint really

He offers Mass with so much reverence, and is always there for his parishioners. I am so thankful to God for him. I hope that you can find such a priest, they are definitely out there!
Here’s what Pope Benedict XVI has to say on the subject. It sums up everything you need:
"You all know how deeply the community of faith has been wounded recently through the attacks of the evil one, through the penetration of sin itself into the interior, yes, into the heart of the Church.
Do not make that an excuse to flee from the face of God! You yourselves are the Body of Christ, the Church!
Bring the undiminished fire of your love into this Church whose countenance has so often been disfigured by man. “Never flag in zeal, be aglow with the Spirit, serve the Lord!” (Rom 12:11) “