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rev_kevin
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I am sorry. I hope and pray for the Lord to give you the necessary strengtth.
Thank you.
Sometimes its difficult. Some days I shake real bad and I don’ know from one day to the next if I’m going to be able to walk or even get out of bed. I’m on 12 different types of medication for the parkinsons, high b.p., depression due to the parkinsons, but I will not let it stop me from doing God’s work. But things have gotten better due to the medications, at first I was in a wheelchair then the meds started to work ,I went to a walker, then a cain. I’m only 48. When I go to the nursing homes there are people whith the same thing. It is scarry because I see what is in store for me. The one thing that really bothers me is the possabiliby of going blind because of this. I think how horrable it would be not to be able to see what God had created. Its hard raising a family with this I have older daughters that are married and hae their own lives, i also have 2 younger boys 14 and 9 the 14 year remembers me when I was a strong firefighter and was able to do things, but my 9 yr old only knows me like this. I can’t play ball with him because its hard to through the ball. I can’t chase him because I can’t run. I can’t do a lot of things I want to because I shake. But I still love God. And I like to worship him like I do. I find comfort in the way I worship him. The people at my church are very caring and loving and that is what I need, not saying yours isn’t but this is what I like. Well there I am in a nutshell, thats who you have been talking with. Sorry if I come across like a b. hole I’m not.
Once again thank you
placido