Certainly you will be lifted up in prayer. While I don’t know what your specific problems are I will pray for God’s peace that passes all understanding.
If you have been through something traumatic, don’t hesistate to reach out to other for support. God has designed us to be supported by our community, not to live in isolation. When we separate ourselves from other believers, that leaves us open to attacks, particularly on our faith and our mental health. Reach out to others, not only in this forum but also in your community. Don’t be afraid to ask for help through counseling, support groups, the laying on of hands in prayer or even just finding someone to talk to.
It sounds like you might be experiencing some depression due to situations that have occured. There is no shame in asking for help for that, even if it requires temporary medication. God has given us provisions in many ways to help us through difficult times. Don’t be afraid to take whatever help you need.