Cheezy,
My situation does not sound quite as severe as yours, but it might find it’s way there soon enough. I share this in the hopes that you might not feel as alone. I think I will put most of this in a separate prayer thread, but I too suffer, from neurological conditions stemming from stroke and aspergers.
I am 120 days behind on our mortgage, and finally have resorted to getting food from the Church, and finally have applied for benefits. Because of the damage I have suffered from the stroke, exacerbated by aspergers, my brain is going to mush, slowly. It used to be that I could type on a forum at a ridiculously fast rate with few errors. Now I type slow with many errors.
I could go on. What I do to try and stay sane or “together” throughout all of this is to pray the rosary, pray and pray. I feel desperate myself even now, but I understand that this life is but a split second in eternity. Our most Holy mother is with us along with her Son. It is my prayer that they will both be welcoming us at the gates of heaven one day.
As I type this, I am on the verge of busting out in tears, which is something I don’t like to do, but surely Christ knows of our suffering. Our lives, yours and mine, are in his hands. Do as I am at this moment and imagine him right here, hugging us, weeping with us, comforting us.
My heart, prayers and love are with you, as are those of our Holy Mother, Father and his Son who died to make this a better place that it would be otherwise.
Love in Christ.
Always,
Eric /esieffe:grouphug: