I am sorry for you. You poor soul!
Maybe the quantity of people breaking a law is not a measurement of the goodness or not of the law but it is indicator. I don't even understand why some people uses drugs but I know for sure that the laws that does exists are not effectively combating it.
The drugs are great profit for the traficants. But it is not so expensive for to produce. If the society represented by the administrations acquired it from a legalized market and had a system for distribution to the users while in the same time being treated would be less expensive, more secure and more smart to everybody.
Your statistics are so wrong. Is not the undocumented immigration that causes the expenses. If you legalize everybody the people who are afraid of be part of the society will start to participate. Nobody want come for take what is yours. If everybody were legalized the wages would be fair, more people were investing in the economy and the market of jobs would be better for those that are unemployed. The 45 billions you claim is been sent to another countries, they don't go and stay always there. You can be an economist but probably not a good one. The money that flys to overseas reinforce the economies of the poor countries. And the people start to buy Coca-cola, Pepsy, cars from Chevrolet, Ford, Jeep, they start to buy gas from Texaco, they start to buy televisions, laundrymatics, freezers and tecnological things which pays royalties to the American industries. And it come back. Without the money there it will never happen.
Also, the children that Americans are paying for the education will stay here and will take care of the retired people later. Otherwise, United States spent nothing in education for the adult immigrants who came to here but is getting they hard and intellectual work.
I never told nothing about the whole world. If America had expent wisely all the money that were transferred to it in the period known as New Colonialism maybe we had a less situation of poverty in the whole world, the Americans had the United States only for themselves (just for the xenophobes) and everybody had lived happely every after.
I think my brother you need to open your mind a little. Think about it. You probably want go to Heaven. I assume it because all of us Catholics have it in common. In my conception of Heaven we don't have borders, all of us got the same Father and nobody is forbid of come and go whatever the place. Do you think is there a place for any xenophobe people on God's Right Side?