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StevenFrancis
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You know, your illustration here has made me think of something. If already drawn as a parallel in this thread, I apologize. We have at the beginning of the Gospels, Mary’s fiat. Her all important “yes” to God. She didn’t HAVE to say yes. Even though God had created her full of grace, and without sin. Even though outside of time, it is supposed that she would say “yes”, she still had free will to say no. We don’t know what the alternative would have been in salvation history, and we don’t have to know, because Mary, BEING full of grace, had the grace to say “yes”.Judas did not HAVE to betray Our Lord. He CHOSE to. Even in the closing hours Our Lord offered him one last chance to change course by offering him the sop first, before any of the other disciples. Judas was not some pre-programmed robot without free will. He had free will. If Judas had changed course I am certain that God in his divine wisdom and providence would have seen to it that the mission was still accomplished albeit in a slightly different way.
God deals with us all in the same way as he did Judas. When we stray from the narrow path God never fails to beckon us back. We are given countless chances thanks to God’s boundless mercy and patience and love. God plays his part, however we must respond. So it was with Jesus and Judas. We are told in the Gospels that Judas was especially beloved of Jesus. Why was this? Why was a thief, a liar, a sneak so loved by our Blessed Lord? It was precisely because he was all of those things that Our Lord was especially close to Judas. Was it Our Lord’s pity for the sinner? Was it Our Lord’s determination that Judas’ close proximity to the Lord would enable him to better combat his sins - he who needed so much more help than the others? Jesus knew Judas’ heart, mind and soul and did everything possible to save him.
By embezzling the monies intended for the mission, Judas was in effect frustrating the mission, whether he intended to or not? The point is that Judas placed his will before that of God. His greed meant less funds for the poor, the sick, the hungry. Did the lack of funds curtail the preaching of the Gospel. In other words, are there places and people it could have reached but didn’t due to the insufficiency of funds on a given day that prevented Jesus and the disciples travelling as they wished to? All because of a thief within the ranks.
Yet Judas persisted in his sin. Despite taking the sop from Our Lord’s hand he went out into the darkness to hand him over.
Judas felt fear and terror for himself after the act, hence his vain attempt to undo his actions. Again it was the fear of the self-absorbed of the consequences; what will become of me? It was self pity.
It was not genuine remorse or repentance.
I believe in God’s absolute mercy, love, forgiveness but also his Justice.
If Judas were saved how do you account for him being described by Jesus in the Gospels as the Son of Perdition, that devil, for whom it would have been better had he never been born?
The lesson applies to every one of us. Which one of us is Judas? He was one of the 12, indistinguishable on the outside from the others. What are we doing to prevent the spread of the Gospel? What are we doing to frustrate the building up of the Kingdom? What are we taking from the Lord that is rightfully his?
When push comes to shove would we be prepared to betray Our Lord with a kiss? None of us knows; all we can do is pray, stay close to the Lord and beg for God’s mercy that we would die rather than betray Our Blessed Lord.
So even if Judas was supposed outside of time, to have betrayed God, but as you point out, at any time could have chosen with free will not to do so. Satan had asked for Peter as well. Peter said “no”, and though he subsequently denied Jesus, he was forgiven. He knew he was forgiven. But Jesus also revealed to him on the beach the manner in which he would die. There was still justice, even with God’s infinite mercy. Jesus had long before told Peter he was the rock and foundation of His Church. Judas was referred to as possessing a demon, and even BEING a demon. Christ knew that Judas was possessed by evil early on in the ministry. And as you say, though he knew via the father that Judas would do what Judas would do, he still didn’t HAVE to do it as a certainty. We don’t know the alternate outcome in salvation history if he had not. We can only speculate. Mary and Judas are both seeming tools of pre-destination, but still had to offer their consent of the will. Both of them knowing that the end result would be suffering because of the cross. Judas, just didn’t orient his will to God enough to make it to Easter. His vision was so clouded, that he didn’t believe that Easter COULD, let alone would come. We can only speculate that if Judas would have taken one of his outs. Was killing himself the blasphemy of the Holy Spirit that one can not repent of, either in this world or the world to come? If is a frightening question in a way. I had a family member, (not exactly in friendship with God), who took their own life, and I don’t like to be believe that this act was a choice for hell. He was most certainly mentally ill, and perhaps even filled with a demon. The Church says we should not despair for those we love who have died under such circumstances, and that we still offer prayers for them, (and I do). But this is one of the most penetrating and haunting questions we struggle with on this side of the dark glass that we can’t see through until we are with our Lord. I don’t despair, even for Judas, and believe that God’s mercy may still include even him, if Judas himself could accepted mercy in some nanosecond between where our time ends, and timelessness is.
Mysteries can sure be mysterious.