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**ntenaglia ** writes:
And I remember the Latin Mass from my childhood and miss it, but people in my parish tell me that they’ve gone to one and felt lost, like they don’t know what’s going on or what the words mean.
I have three responses to this. Your fellow-parishoners ought not to have been too surprised, and I would suggest not giving up too early.
(i) The TLM did not try to be two different things at the same time. The actual conduct of the Mass was not meant to be a lesson in the Faith for newcomers. There are things you do in the classroom that you don’t do in the workshop. You cannot actually
do worship if you are continually
stopping and talking about what you are going to do. It is a valid thing to explain the meanings of the Mass, but it has to be done in a practice session, not in the actual ritual. This is one of the many mistakes made since Vatican II. Imagine the Queen of England at her Coronation Ceremony. What would have become of it if the Archbishop of Canterbury had stopped every five minutes and explained the meaning of everything during the actual ceremony?
(ii) The TLM is what we Roman Rite Catholics do when we are most ourselves. Every single word and gesture had a meaning and history going back centuries or millennia. It is the best we know how to do. Like classical music, or many human activities, it cannot be appreciated the first time out. I myself can appreciate a game of soccer (even though I am hopeless at it myself) having been raised from childhood with this as a background. But I cannot appreciate American football, because I don’t know what they are trying to do at any particular time, and so I don’t know whether or not they are doing it well. I would need time, explanations and experience of many games before I could make head or tail of it. The TLM makes no concessions to the newcomer. In fact, during a Solemn High Mass, at some points the priest is saying certain prayers, the acolytes might be responding, the thurifer (incense-bearer) is incensing various people in turn … while the choir is singing something different. No individual could take it all in at the time, but it is directed to the worship of God, it is not a concert.
(iii) The TLM allows each individual to tune in at his or her own level. S. Teresa of Avila wrote, ‘No two souls are more than 50% alike’. It is a big mistake to expect everyone to be chanting the identical vocal prayers all together. That is like a communist march-past. the TLM is more like an orchestra: some are First fiddle, others are the triangle. “All God’s creatures got a place in the choir”. The great saints of the Mass, like St. Leonard, are very clear about this. At a typical well-attended TLM you could have everything from a layman reading the entire Mass from a Latin-only book (I have seen this done) through those following the parallel English translation, dipping into the Latin; those reading a simplified version in English, and those not using the book at all, but meditating silently. St Leonard mentions in his book that laymen trying to follow each and every word, with the different feastdays etc, is quite a difficult feat, and he doubts that many persist in it full-time. (I think, however, that since his time, the availability of well-designed printed book has probably made it easier). But he says that the layman who ‘assisted at’ his daily Mass Mass [that is the way it was spoken about] with the most profit was an illiterate farmer. For the first part of each Mass, He would meditate on his sins and make an Act of Contrition. During the Canon (Eucharistic prayer) he would meditate on the Last Supper and Calvary, and for the third part he would meditate on the Mystery of the Eucharist. That was all he did. But S. Leonard was insistent that this man was the best in the pews at following the Mass.
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The fact of Latin not being our own language is a red herring; everything is in translation side-by-side, if the Latin is there at all. But take your initiation gently. And remember: the heart of the Mass is a Mystery. Nobody really does understand it. If we understood it all, it would be only human.
So, if you go, dear lady, do take your time. The first time it would be quite in order to raise your heart and mind to God while simply taking in the sights and sounds - including that of silence!) A simple Mass book is fine. If you are lucky enough to have a well-appointed chapel, look at the architecture, the statues, and everything, and meditate on what it all means. And do not be afraid to let your mind follow its own track, at least part of the time. In the Old days, in our busy lives, it was wonderfully refreshing to many to have that sacred half-hour for quiet, prayerful reflection.