That being said, my own study of history has made Protestantism untenable for me, leaving me with no recourse except to become Catholic (or possibly Orthodox) or cease to be Christian at all.
Edwin
The gift of Faith (“there is one Faith, one Lord and one Baptism”), the Catholic Faith, is a gift from Our Lord." No one can come to the Father except through Me." If we are catholics, we cannot lay any claim to our own personal efforts as if it was something we have attain to. If there was any effort made in searching for the Truth, it is but the guidance of grace which always goes before us. A gift. The only claim we can lay to is our lack of docility to the inspirations of the Holy Spirit, our fears and our weaknesses.
Your last sentence,"…no recourse except to become catholic…", really puts a smile on my face and a great hope that you will have courage to* take the obvious step forward…IN FAITH*. He has called you …will you say what Cardinal Newman has said,…“lead on kindly light?”
On the wings of reason and faith,(though it is always faith which informs reason and not vice-versa)., may our Lord bless you with this gift, as I wish for you what I wish for myself,…that we receive the fullness of the Gift of God, where is there no measure of our growth in love and truth in this life…Yet growth is only possible in this life…
Our Faith tells us that God, who is Infinite Love and Truth," desire all to come to the knowledge of Truth" as St Paul tells us. In other words all, Jew or gentile, and all peoples of goodwill of every faith is invited, without fear or prejudice. Though some like myself has received it at birth, others like yourself(see my hope?) at a later time. In the mystery of God’s ways, it matters not when we are called but how fervent we are in response to his gifts, which is without limits…
Make us know the shortness of our life that we may gain wisdom of heart.(Psalm)
God bless.
You and yours in my prayers
Kentcara2003(3rd order SSCC)