When one crosses over into “thinking like a mystic,” one finds that really there was no “accomplishment” at all. Lots of hard work and even suffering and scary things and what have you, might have gone into the experiences that ultimately resulted in that kind of thinking, but the transition itself is so simple it’s nearly laughable – but it doesn’t even deserve that much dignity. One realizes that one must have been living in a Matrix-like existence this whole time and suddenly, not.
It is actually a much simpler way of thinking, to the conscious mind, because the conscious and the subconscious, or maybe better called the focused thoughts and the peripheral thoughts, come into harmony. And it’s so ridiculously straightforward that one thinks, a) why did it seem so hard to get to this point, being such an obvious way of looking at things, and b) why doesn’t everybody realize this? The reason is that our paths are narrow and most people take the wide path. When Jesus says “the narrow path,” He means the one that is made for us, individually. Most people take the wide path by group association, by following others or a “method” or whatever, but the best thing these things can do is bring us to the point of realization that we recognize when there is a path for us, individually, that we must take – one that does not necessary confine itself to whatever everybody else is doing.
The central nervous system – which IMO cannot be distinguished from “mind” because it’s all connected more like an internet (with several major hubs such as a few in the head and heart) and not like a central controller which sends out commands for the extremeties – does hundreds of things at a time, nearly all of them without our even being consciously aware of them. The focused mind is like a spotlight that shines all of our focused resources on one thing, while the subconscious mind is like a glow – or lack of it when we feel we are in darkness – that permeates everything that’s going on in our bodies and minds at any given moment. It is in getting the focused and non-focused mind into harmony where they play nice together in a synergistic way.
One major issue is that at least in the west we are all socialized to be individualistic, in that we take conscious control over our mind and actions, and evaluate things logically and “sanely” according to rules we are told must always apply, yada yada. The result is that our subconscious actually fails to develop and is even repressed as we become socialized, to the point by age 7 or so that we have completely detached our focused minds from our peripheral awareness and never get it back. Because we are always fighting our urges, fighting our sins, fighting our human nature. It’s like we are walking around in Central Park in NY, on a dark night when the city power has failed, and thinking we’re going to monitor everything in it with a flashlight. We forget that our “flashlight” is intimately connected with each and every blade of grass, tree, or other plant in the park, and that our awareness of other animals/people in the park is always “felt” by a part of us, but we become insensitive (blind) to these until we finally learn to know the winds of the spirit. Until then, one has to try to map out the whole park, or a sufficient section to make abode, looking at it one iota at a time, and try to draw major conclusions; it’s no wonder there are so many scary things in those darker parts that our subconscious may react to without our specific consent. Things can surprise us because they hide in the darkness we have systematically refused to look at. Faith is hard to distinguish from fear, foolishness, and presumption.
In “
The Fulfillment of All Desire,” Ralph Martin compares ideas from several doctors of the Church regarding spiritual development, roughly classified into three stages (I say “stages” but one can be in all at the same time) of 1) Purgative way, 2) Illuminative way, and 3) unitive way. St. Teresa of Avila has the “seven mansions” which break it down more; Martin associates mansions 1-3 with the purgative way (like what happens in the Dark Night), mansions 4-6 with the illuminative way, and mansion 7 with unitive way. Beyond the three “ways” is “Beatific Vision.” Let’s see how the doctors describe the unitive stage, since this is the most dear to me:
(Source: The Fulfillment of All Desire, ch 2 p. 13)
Teresa of Avila: Mansion seven, “spiritual marriage,” “perfect” but still faults and inadvertent venial sins are possible; great fruitfulness in prayer and action.
John of the Cross: “Perfect,” habitual, contemplative union, “spiritual marriage,” transforming union." (from Living Flame, spiritual canticle 22-40)
Catherine of Siena: “Filial Love,” “love as a very dear friend,” (love for the sake of other), kiss of the mouth of Christ, union of contemplation and action.
Bernard of Clairvaux: “Spousal love”; “friends of the Bridegroom” (universal love, even of enemies)
Francis De Sales: Ruled by love; spousal love; perfect union of wills, in the following of the commandments, counsels, and inspirations of the Holy Spirit; Jesus living in and through us; perfect love casts out fear but servile and mercenary motives still help in time of temptation.
Alan