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Michael16
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I really liked reading that you listen to Al Kresta and Fr John Ricardo. Father Ricardo is one of my three favorite priests on EWTN. The other two are Frs Larry Richards and Mitch Pacwa.
Would you believe that one of the inspirations for Fr Larry Richards was Billy Graham?
If you haven’t listened to him yet, Fr Larry Richards is a diocesan priest in Erie, PA who regularly meets with Protestant pastors near his parish. The way he preaches! Oh my gosh! He’s faithfully Catholic, but he preaches like a Baptist!
One thing I thought about was: What was it that Billy Graham said that fired you up for God?
To tell you the truth; I was an ill formed Lutheran. In my childhood, I can count on one hand how many times I been to church for services other than a wedding, baptism or a funeral until my mother took me to her ELCA church for Sunday school classes. I raised such a fuss, that my mother gave up trying to confirm me.
That being said: Fast forward to my late thirties.
I came back to Christianity begging God to forgive my sins; blubbering and bawling like a baby. My ex wife was a non denom when I met her. Well, my deeply ingrained habits just wouldn’t let go. My mind was a hellworld.
Now, trying to be the best Lutheran I could, with what little I knew beyond Jesús is present in the Eucharist; I tried to apply Lutheran doctrine to my problems.
The heart of the problem I had was that what I did know was that Luther taught that man is hopeless and powerless to effect change and that by nature, man is a pile of dung covered by the pure snow of Jesus’ righteousness and that in Cross theology; Jesus paid for everything on the Cross. There’s nothing for me to do. Combine this with Protestant radio saying that the spiritual battle is already over and Christ won. That and also: There wasn’t any spiritual texts in Protestantism, that I knew of beyond Pilgrim’s Progress and something was telling me to stay away from it; that I could read detailing out interior practices to help me in my spiritual life.
All this combined in my mind that there’s nothing I can do for myself and the only thing I could do was pray and passively await God to change me for me.
All the while, my marriage was slowly dying on the wire because of my sins. I knew I needed to act; to make changes to save my marriage and family. All the while, there’s Saint James in the back of my head saying: “ Faith without works is dead “ which to my mind means I can’t just believe: I had to do.
So, fast forward to the divorce.
I was devastated. I felt my ex wife reached into my soul and ripped half of it out; while telling me to: “ Just get over it “.
She really was that cold.
So, for a year; I drifted along in an intense haze of soul crushing pain that I desperately I wanted to stop feeling. Let’s just say that year was the lowest level of despair I’ve ever felt.
So, I started to pray the Rosary and wore a blessed Saint Michael’s medal. Eventually, I got to the point where, because of Our Lady and the hell I was in; I decided to go home into the Catholic Church. I knew I needed the Church and her Sacraments as “ they know about evil. “
Would you believe that one of the inspirations for Fr Larry Richards was Billy Graham?
If you haven’t listened to him yet, Fr Larry Richards is a diocesan priest in Erie, PA who regularly meets with Protestant pastors near his parish. The way he preaches! Oh my gosh! He’s faithfully Catholic, but he preaches like a Baptist!
One thing I thought about was: What was it that Billy Graham said that fired you up for God?
To tell you the truth; I was an ill formed Lutheran. In my childhood, I can count on one hand how many times I been to church for services other than a wedding, baptism or a funeral until my mother took me to her ELCA church for Sunday school classes. I raised such a fuss, that my mother gave up trying to confirm me.
That being said: Fast forward to my late thirties.
I came back to Christianity begging God to forgive my sins; blubbering and bawling like a baby. My ex wife was a non denom when I met her. Well, my deeply ingrained habits just wouldn’t let go. My mind was a hellworld.
Now, trying to be the best Lutheran I could, with what little I knew beyond Jesús is present in the Eucharist; I tried to apply Lutheran doctrine to my problems.
The heart of the problem I had was that what I did know was that Luther taught that man is hopeless and powerless to effect change and that by nature, man is a pile of dung covered by the pure snow of Jesus’ righteousness and that in Cross theology; Jesus paid for everything on the Cross. There’s nothing for me to do. Combine this with Protestant radio saying that the spiritual battle is already over and Christ won. That and also: There wasn’t any spiritual texts in Protestantism, that I knew of beyond Pilgrim’s Progress and something was telling me to stay away from it; that I could read detailing out interior practices to help me in my spiritual life.
All this combined in my mind that there’s nothing I can do for myself and the only thing I could do was pray and passively await God to change me for me.
All the while, my marriage was slowly dying on the wire because of my sins. I knew I needed to act; to make changes to save my marriage and family. All the while, there’s Saint James in the back of my head saying: “ Faith without works is dead “ which to my mind means I can’t just believe: I had to do.
So, fast forward to the divorce.
I was devastated. I felt my ex wife reached into my soul and ripped half of it out; while telling me to: “ Just get over it “.
She really was that cold.
So, for a year; I drifted along in an intense haze of soul crushing pain that I desperately I wanted to stop feeling. Let’s just say that year was the lowest level of despair I’ve ever felt.
So, I started to pray the Rosary and wore a blessed Saint Michael’s medal. Eventually, I got to the point where, because of Our Lady and the hell I was in; I decided to go home into the Catholic Church. I knew I needed the Church and her Sacraments as “ they know about evil. “
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