K
kyle8921
Guest
Seriously, do you ever watch mass in Rome on TV, and just see hundreds of cardinals or bishops and priests and other Catholic Church officials when they are covered in lavish matching colors and there is gold and statues and paintings EVERYWHERE, and you NEVER get scared?
When I look in those billion-dollar cathedrals covered with gold and statues, filled with “officials” all wearing the same white clothes and giant hats, I sometimes picture just hundreds of demons circling above them everywhere! I can’t help it. I can’t look at these giant masses and think “wow, so this really is religion.”
Is this really what God intended for? Catholic rankings in the Church and the clothes and the gold and statues AHHH it’s too much for me. I just can’t see God liking any of this!
However, today, I did see the Holy Spirit in two individuals. I was at my friend Josh’s house, and these two friends of his (one of them I knew about through a different friend) had come by to tell us that they were having a Church meeting or something today. When Titus, one of them, first walked in, the feeling was… different. When he shook my hand and said “hello” or whatever, I knew, also a little from his clothes, that he was religius. I could really sense God in him. I’ve never felt this way about anybody, except my friend Erica, who is non-denominational. She is living so much with God, that wild animals have jumped into her arms!
I feel so spiritual around these people, something that no Catholic has ever given me, even though much of my family is Catholic.
And here is what got me. When they learned that I was Catholic, Titus asked me, “Have you been saved?”
…
I was completely speechless! Sure, I had been baptized as a baby, but it’s not like I remember! Many of my friends, who were baptized as infants, are atheists now! I didn’t know what to say. He said, “If you were to die right now, would you feel confident at going to Heaven?” I told him no.
I don’t know… it’s just sometimes, being Catholic can scare me. I’m gambling with my soul here! And when I see these hundreds of people on TV in Rome with their gold and statues and matching color clothes and giant hats… I wonder if it’s the true religion God intended for! Does anyone else feel this way?!
When I look in those billion-dollar cathedrals covered with gold and statues, filled with “officials” all wearing the same white clothes and giant hats, I sometimes picture just hundreds of demons circling above them everywhere! I can’t help it. I can’t look at these giant masses and think “wow, so this really is religion.”
Is this really what God intended for? Catholic rankings in the Church and the clothes and the gold and statues AHHH it’s too much for me. I just can’t see God liking any of this!
However, today, I did see the Holy Spirit in two individuals. I was at my friend Josh’s house, and these two friends of his (one of them I knew about through a different friend) had come by to tell us that they were having a Church meeting or something today. When Titus, one of them, first walked in, the feeling was… different. When he shook my hand and said “hello” or whatever, I knew, also a little from his clothes, that he was religius. I could really sense God in him. I’ve never felt this way about anybody, except my friend Erica, who is non-denominational. She is living so much with God, that wild animals have jumped into her arms!
I feel so spiritual around these people, something that no Catholic has ever given me, even though much of my family is Catholic.
And here is what got me. When they learned that I was Catholic, Titus asked me, “Have you been saved?”
…
I was completely speechless! Sure, I had been baptized as a baby, but it’s not like I remember! Many of my friends, who were baptized as infants, are atheists now! I didn’t know what to say. He said, “If you were to die right now, would you feel confident at going to Heaven?” I told him no.
I don’t know… it’s just sometimes, being Catholic can scare me. I’m gambling with my soul here! And when I see these hundreds of people on TV in Rome with their gold and statues and matching color clothes and giant hats… I wonder if it’s the true religion God intended for! Does anyone else feel this way?!