Passionate Defender. Passion doesn’t have to mean having an angry, snarky, rude, and cruel attitude toward others. A person can be passionate and kind–at least not nasty, for Pete’s sake.
I think that most of the Catholics on the board, who know the faith as well and better than you, also have a problem with your attitude.
And of course your cruelty is equal-opportunity. Even fellow Catholics aren’t protected from your wrath.
If you are a happy person who is happy in her faith, your posts don’t show any sign of that. Your posts are full of hatred and cruelty. And other people’s work.
And you refuse to apologize for that, or to even admit that you did it. Do you really think that Jesus is OK with this behavior? Cruelty, stealing, and deception?
Nothing you do now matters, because you had a “Supernatural experience” 7 years ago. In your mind, because you had this “experience”, you are “right in Jesus’ mind”, Apparently, you don’t think that will ever change. Your behavior doesn’t matter, because of this experience, you are forever "right in Jesus’ mind, and no behavior on your part can change that. And so you are secure.
Boy, if that isn’t OSAS.

And presumption.
I’m guessing that in that “visit”, you were instructed to go out an evangelize the world.