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EasternCelt
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The so-called “problem of Hell” has been in my mind for a good part of the last year when I really began to want to take the faith seriously. When considering the situation of every person on earth, salvation, described as loving union with God, seems extremely unlikely, though not technically impossible, so my considerations have not-so-great for my devotional life. I love the rosary and Our Lady’s intercession has really, tangibly helped me in following the commandments, but I feel as if I hold some bitterness toward God himself because he allows such a thing as eternal hell vs. an expanded purgatorial existence. I do not believe that the so-called “free will argument” for hell answers the problem at all adequately, indeed I think it presents more problems considering our current spiritual understanding of our condition; it essentially is allowing the equivalent of spiritual toddlers to choose their fate in a high stakes game of life or death which I hope to we all find unacceptable. I would not allow my 16 month old to play in traffic even if that was her will because I cherish her (and her mother) above anyone else.
Thus, I’ve, of necessity, gravitated toward a more penal, Augustinian-Thomistic understanding of retributive punishment for sin in hell for the necessity of the demonstration of the full attributes of God (his mercy toward the Just and his wrath toward the Wicked). Now, being God, He can obviously choose to do this if he likes because, well, he’s God after all, but then one finds oneself just seeking to follow God’s commandments out of fear instead of out of love. On top of this, reading St. Faustina’s Journal really seems to run contrary to this when Jesus says that He wants to show his Divine Mercy, but then always leaves the door open for retribution, which makes little sense to me. He even states once that He has all eternity to punish (yikes), but that He wants to show mercy now; it’s a frightening prospect and one that doesn’t encourage, but only feeds the mechanical obedience as if to a harsh earthly ruler.
So, with all of that being said, does anyone else feel like they have to compartmentalize this portion of theological speculation away in order to pursue religion in their lives? Also a quick disclaimer: I know often when people struggle with hell, people on this board go straight into concerns for mental health, so be aware that I am not suicidal, I do not have OCD, I enjoy life, sleep well, love my family, go to work, and generally look forward to each new day, so please spare me those posts.
Thus, I’ve, of necessity, gravitated toward a more penal, Augustinian-Thomistic understanding of retributive punishment for sin in hell for the necessity of the demonstration of the full attributes of God (his mercy toward the Just and his wrath toward the Wicked). Now, being God, He can obviously choose to do this if he likes because, well, he’s God after all, but then one finds oneself just seeking to follow God’s commandments out of fear instead of out of love. On top of this, reading St. Faustina’s Journal really seems to run contrary to this when Jesus says that He wants to show his Divine Mercy, but then always leaves the door open for retribution, which makes little sense to me. He even states once that He has all eternity to punish (yikes), but that He wants to show mercy now; it’s a frightening prospect and one that doesn’t encourage, but only feeds the mechanical obedience as if to a harsh earthly ruler.
So, with all of that being said, does anyone else feel like they have to compartmentalize this portion of theological speculation away in order to pursue religion in their lives? Also a quick disclaimer: I know often when people struggle with hell, people on this board go straight into concerns for mental health, so be aware that I am not suicidal, I do not have OCD, I enjoy life, sleep well, love my family, go to work, and generally look forward to each new day, so please spare me those posts.