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I had this realization. Unless you are deliberately sinning, knowing full well what you are doing is wrong and you simply do not care or expect to get away with it - then that is when you should worry about sin. I am very focused on sin and judgment. I forget God’s love and mercy. There is this constant feeling I am not good enough and that I can earn my salvation. If I do not understand everything now, then I am in danger because what if I die tomorrow. Oh Lord. I need to catch a break. I should not be thinking this seriously about things. Religion can feel depressing when you see life this way. It becomes very frustrating when you do not seem to change fast enough even though you are given the free-will too. Oh Lord have mercy. Patience is a virtue.