Sometimes this happens so we can push forward, walk on faith, and God will eventually draw us closer to Him. We actually have a name for this, the Dark night of the Soul. I always have found it comforting that we actually have a name for this, something that many great saints have gone through, instead of worrying that I was not “right with God”, I know that God is just “seasoning” me and helping me to walk on faith.
I was raised protestant… Now, I feel like what I’ve believed was too simplistic.
No. While I do believe we should strive to learn more about Christ, our FAITH should be simple. The hard part is to sometimes balance our simple faith with our call to learn more about Christ. And this is what you are going through right now. Hang onto your simplistic faith in Christ AS you learn more about Him.
I was taught that salvation was the most pure and uncomplicated gift that God gave to us…
And it is. See? The first thing you learned still stands true! It is such a simple and pure gift, even infants can receive it, (See John the Baptist jumping for Joy in Elizabeth’s womb Luke 2:thumbsup: )
Jesus died for our imperfections,
I would be more blunt. He died for our Sins. Sorry, this is my fundamentalist background and call it was it is, Sin.
and He is the easiest and most welcoming “man” to approach with our problems and our adoration.
Well, here is where God is asking you to learn more about Him. Simple as that

Remember, you have a good foundation, a simple faith on Christ.
Christ, while fully man, is also fully God. He IS there to approach with out problems, to stand as High priest and mediator with God for us, but He is also fully God and deserving of our Adoration.
This is a common thing among non-sacramental protestants. Jesus is understood in terms of man and friend. And He is. But now God is asking you to add the fully divine aspect. Rejoice! God is trying to teach you about His majesty and Glory!
Now, I read all the rules of the Church, and I feel this heavy burden to follow them to a “T” or my soul is in grave danger…and that sense of complete fellowship and intimate love with Jesus has faded a little in my heart.
You have taken your eyes off Christ. The rules are there to draw us closer to Him. But if we start focusing on the rules, our eyes are no longer on Him. You need to keep your eyes firmly on Christ while learning more.
For example: Why do we need to fast on Fridays during lent? Because it was on Friday that our Lord died. We should remember His sacrifice for us, His death and His suffering. OR you can just think about how hungry you are. When we get hungry, and think about how little we do compared to what Christ did for us, this can draw us closer. If we just focus on our hunger, we then start to wonder what good this stupid rule is and why do I have to do it.
See? Focus on Christ, and the Rule will help you draw closer to Him. Focus on the rule, and we get lost.
I know that the sacraments, praying the Rosary, etc are supposed to bring me closer to God, but,…
As for this, I have to say, I agree with
Hesychios.
While I do not place the sacraments in the same boat as the Rosary, (and neither did he

), sometimes the things done by cradle Catholics which seem so natural and uplifting are just confusing and not uplifting at all to non-Catholics.
You might want to read about the sacraments in the
Catechism. They are not just rituals, but God’s miracles made visable to us

You may understand this in your head, about the Sacraments not just being rituals, but this has not reached your heart yet.
1116 Sacraments are “powers that comes forth” from the Body of Christ,33 which is ever-living and life-giving. They are actions of the Holy Spirit at work in his Body, the Church. They are “the masterworks of God” in the new and everlasting covenant.
But I do also agree with Michael about coming here. If your faith is shaky right now, you may wish to stay away from the open boards at least. You may wish to talk to (private message)
Carol Marie. She had troubles and found that her faith was shaken by coming here, not uplifted and just had to stop coming for awhile until more grounded. (She was recieved into the Catholic Church a short time after

)
God Bless,
Maria