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JamalChristophr
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I guess I have rejection issues, plus I don’t want her to have a bad opinion of me. Both are rather irrational, perhaps.
But I hear young women talking about being asked out by older men and how they say negative things about the guy etc. etc.
Who knows, I might ask yet, just to finally get it over with. Today would have been a good time, but she acted like she didn’t want to talk or she had somewhere to go. She kind of took me off guard and scared me as I was minding my own business and she just came out of the adoration chapel as I was walking by. God has a funny sense of humor, but I think it might have been a sign to say that, “no, she’s not interested in you, so you can put that to rest.”
On a loosely related note…the Community of the Beatitudes superior for that community said I should go on a discernment retreat next month. I strangely happened to be sitting by him at a special dinner a week ago or so. And we hit it off.
I will go to a cave like St. Bendeict and stay there, I think.
But I hear young women talking about being asked out by older men and how they say negative things about the guy etc. etc.
Who knows, I might ask yet, just to finally get it over with. Today would have been a good time, but she acted like she didn’t want to talk or she had somewhere to go. She kind of took me off guard and scared me as I was minding my own business and she just came out of the adoration chapel as I was walking by. God has a funny sense of humor, but I think it might have been a sign to say that, “no, she’s not interested in you, so you can put that to rest.”
On a loosely related note…the Community of the Beatitudes superior for that community said I should go on a discernment retreat next month. I strangely happened to be sitting by him at a special dinner a week ago or so. And we hit it off.
I will go to a cave like St. Bendeict and stay there, I think.