And, yet, the other issues (which I mentioned in my OP) are very big stumbling blocks for me.
Yes, I understand completely. In my case, I just had to make a giant leap of faith. Jesus founded it, Jesus promised to protect it - and who am I to argue? Even though at the time, there was so much that didn’t make any sense to me,
at all.
But what I found was that once I was willing to let go of my preconceptions of how things “must be” it was a
lot easier to find the answers I was looking for.
For example, on the issue of male-only ordination, I went through several phases.
First, I just had to accept it without knowing what it meant. I just said, “It’s nice that they have something for the men to do,” and left it at that.
Second, it occurred to me that the denomination I came out of doesn’t have “women’s ordination” either - nor male ordination, for that matter, since it has no valid Apostolic succession. So, by being Catholic, I was already one step ahead of where I had been, before, anyway.
Third, I noticed that when I took on a ministry, I had a lot more power to get things done than I had ever had when I’d been “equal” to the men, because when everyone is “equal,”
nobody has any power to get things done. In the Catholic Church, there is a heirarchy, and yes, I will never be the Pope - on the other hand, when I say (after consulting the documents from the Vatican and discussing the possibilities with my priest), “The RCIA Inquiry group is doing this,” everyone says, “Okay!” Because I’m
actually in charge of that.
Nobody can come along and overturn my decisions, as long as I’m doing what is in line with what the Vatican expects and what my priest expects.
This is different than when I was an Elder in a Protestant church, where any other Elder could come along and change everything around on me. There was no one “above” to consult with, and no documents, but there was also no idea of “the buck stops here” and that’s that.
In the Catholic Church, the things I decide on my own lowly little level stay decided until either I leave that position, or I change my mind, and that’s actually really nice. I’ve actually got
more freedom and
more power here at the bottom of the Catholic totem pole, than I ever had, when I was at the top of the Protestant totem pole.
Fourth, I learned that, although the Eucharist isn’t symbolic in the Catholic Church, the priest
is - and when something is a symbol, it has to
look like the thing it symbolizes. Priests are men because men
resemble Adam/Jesus. If one were putting on a play about Jesus, one would hire a male actor to play Jesus. A female actor may well be very talented, and perhaps even more talented than any of the male actors available - but she will never get the Jesus role, because she doesn’t resemble Him. So, that’s the reason we don’t have female priests, and why we
never will have female priests - because the priest is a symbol of the Second Adam (Jesus) - and has to
represent Him. That’s where I’m at with that one, right now.