I, too, struggle with depression, so I know how you feel. I agree with what others have said.
Take one day at a time, ask God to get you through that day, and at the end of it look at each part of the day and be thankful for what went right. It is so hard to drag oneself through the day sometimes, I know!
Medication can help, and sometimes it may take some time to find a medication that works for you. When I went off mine for a few months, then realized I needed to go back on, I made a note in my journal (though I only rarely use it) that listed exactly how I was feeling at my worst, and it does help to see that sometimes. It made me realize that God doesnāt want me to live like that!
Lord, give your child strength to face each day, to get whatever help is needed.
I will be praying for you.
Also, there is a book called āSurviving Depression: A Catholic Approachā by Kathryn J. Hermes, FSP. Iāve not finished it, but some of it was helpful.