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Earlier in the year, I read the confessions of St. Augustine. Even though he was searching for the truth, he slipped into error in his younger years (up until 30 years of age or so). Once he found the truth, St. Augustine expressed regret for his past actions, especially the maltreatment of his mother.
St. Paul does something similar when he talks about how he does not deserve the benefits he received in Christ due to his past bad actions (his persecution of the Church). I don’t recall the verse right now, but I do believe that St. Paul expresses contrition. We also know how distressed St. Peter was for having forsaken Christ during the Passion.
I would guess that Joseph Smith may have done something similar. We know that he tricked people into giving him money, for example. I would guess that he, once he had such a profound experience with God - face to face, even - would have done something very similar to those in the past that had significant conversion experiences.
In my own conversion, I also have the same sense of remorse for past bad behavior. People who know me are typically aware of at least some of these regrets.
What is the history on Joseph Smith in this regard?
St. Paul does something similar when he talks about how he does not deserve the benefits he received in Christ due to his past bad actions (his persecution of the Church). I don’t recall the verse right now, but I do believe that St. Paul expresses contrition. We also know how distressed St. Peter was for having forsaken Christ during the Passion.
I would guess that Joseph Smith may have done something similar. We know that he tricked people into giving him money, for example. I would guess that he, once he had such a profound experience with God - face to face, even - would have done something very similar to those in the past that had significant conversion experiences.
In my own conversion, I also have the same sense of remorse for past bad behavior. People who know me are typically aware of at least some of these regrets.
What is the history on Joseph Smith in this regard?