For those who think there are differences between Catholic Teaching and the Bible, can you please tell us where you believe the Bible came from.
Though I grew up in a mixed home. My Catholic father didn’t teach me authentic church teaching, he taught me …actually gave me a rosary and statues with a couple of books. It was freaky to me, but since I had received my first communion as a teenager I just put them on my chest of drawers. By the time I was 16, I had been going to a Southern Baptist Church and a Catholic Mass when I had a care, 30 miles away. Baptist was about 3 miles and all my extended step family went to the country church. It really didn’t bother me because in my mind I thought that the bible only was the answer. It made sense to me… Until I grew up saw the ill practicing cradle Catholics with many different teachings about the same things. Most were wrong. Then I went through a quick CCD class and only attended 2 or 3 classes that I remeber. I was confirmed having learned virtually on my own. I was too shy and embarrassed for not knowing more and just trusted that God would lead me. I even went to the Catholic Seminary that made it even worst. Several things happened that caused me to really stumble to my face. I went from practicing Catholic to a cafateria Catholic life style, scared for reasons I wont’ go into. Most everyone where I had moved to away from the country in the city were Catholic…cafateria or non-practicing Catholics. It was the 70’s and early 80’s.
Military brought me back, but bit by bit. I actually bought a VCII book and LOTH and Karl Keating’s then new book “Fundamentalism and Catholicism”. The problem is that my conscience was really Protestant, because that was the only group that bothered to really educate me on scripture, which seemed like solid truth, and it is if studied properly. Many years passed I decided that since I had not found a good faithful practicing Catholic woman by now, God must be calling me back to his service in the clergy as a priest. I consecrated my life to God to become a priest no matter what but realized that he’s in control and that I’d only drop the idea if He brought me a good Catholic woman… I’m disgusted by many Catholic women that didn’t see value in me. They all wanted someone already making big bucks… Catholic people, that’s wrong, shame on us for allowing that. While stationed at a state side Fort, one soldier told me that this girl he met was my kind of girl. I scoffed at him saying…“how do you know that, is she Catholic and anyway I’m going to become a priest”. Little did I know that this Protestant woman would draw me in so tight and amazed at their bible only faith that I’d end up stumbling away from the faith. Everything they said made sense and fit my own beliefs. I ended up marrying outside the church, thought that my public baptism and later marriage at that church was good enough to renounce the Catholic faith and feeling the way I did thought that the if I truly believed the Catholic Church had no authority I didn’t have to figure out who to send a darn letter to renouncing the faith as heresy, pagan, vile, etc.
It was over a 17 year experience that led me to see with adult eyes and a more educated mind the problems with this group. I had already laughted Baptists off as not believing an anything and hopping all over the place in scripture despirate to prove they’re belief. Baptism is very clearn, Lord’s supper is very clear, Works are very clear, Marriage is very clear. This group stood for all of it. And then I began to see that all the different independent congregations emphasized some things more than other and were inconsistent. I even found one elder that was remarried. That was scandalous and not authorized by the bible in my conscience. Remarriage for any other reason than death or infidelity is heresy according to the way we taught scripture. *. I saw over time that we were also subject to the local bishops, the overseers or elders being defined as one and the same. I began to see many different practices and disagreement among and between them. Conservative, mainstream and liberal. One cuppers, multi cuppers, even the order of worship was an issue for some. Kitchen or no kitchen. Lord help you if you tried to bring in an instrument even if it wasn’t for worship. I discovered that there was a tradition, and majisterium or church auhtority and bible.
Then I discovered over time how did we get the bible. Because I saw that none of any church I studies truly followed the bible. The Catholic Church seemed to teach it but no catholics knew it. That was mostly true. I blame it on human nature, weak minds, weak flesh, sin… That will never be illiminated I believe. But the Catholic Church, unlike many Protestants, do not chase the children of God away from the Church, but rather continue to preach to them…hopefully not becoming like the ones they are evangelizing in the Church. Yes, the Church evangelizes its own. We preach to non-Catholics, yes, but we actually focus on preaching the many within the fold. The Church says that once you’re baptized as a Catholic or brought in as a convert, you can not leave. Not that you can’t physically or self place yourself outside, but that God won’t allow it. You may not know all you need to know, but you are Catholic. I’ve heard it said that even properly baptized Protestants are part of the Catholic Church, they just don’t know it yet. Fallen away Catholics have much to fear on judgement day. I worried about it from time to time wondering…but what if I was wrong.
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