Try to imagine that you were told that from now on you MUST receive on the tongue, kneeling, when your whole life’s experience had been to receive in the hand. When you had been told from the first time you received that receiving in the hand was the ‘original’ way. When you had been conditioned from the get go about the 'bad old days" where people were so ignorant and passive that they had to kneel as if the priest was some big deal, and stick out their tongues like babies. When for decades even you just felt so warm and happy ‘making a throne for Jesus’, when all the material you read extolled the practice, when everyone in your family did this. . .for decades.
And then suddenly BAM! You were told to receive in a totally unfamiliar way which you had had years of being told was silly, elitist, insanitary, rad-trad, ignorant. . .when you would feel silly and stupid receiving that way–when your family and everybody around you acted like this was just crazy.
And yet you were told to ‘suck it up buttercup’, you were told that everything you’d done before, that was the real stupidity. You were sneered at for falling victim to ‘stupid revisionism’.
Now, imagine that you were just a ‘plain Catholic’ who had, over decades, received one way, found it a reasonable way, then later received the other way and just found it better. You didn’t then find the first way wrong, or stupid, you just found the second way to be ‘better’. It’s a subjective thing but it isn’t wrong, is it? If you like vanilla better than chocolate, you still like chocolate too, don’t you?
But imagine if instead of people simply leaving you alone and saying fine, two ways, both OK, choose what you like–you went through years and years of people sneering at you for choosing CITT.
And now–NOW–not only are you being sneered at, you’re being told that IF YOU DON"T TAKE IN THE HAND YOU’RE BEING DISOBEDIENT. You can’t even make a spiritual communion because, “How can you NOT CHOOSE JESUS?”
This is a dang crazy world.