I believe Jesus is the son of God and died for our sins, I believe God created us, the earth, and whole universe as well. I believe in doing good things for others and being a good person in life, trying to stay away from certain things, but I do not attend mass, or follow ALL of Gods laws, I have my vices I struggle with daily, sometimes they win, but in general, I have never hurt anyone by any action of mine, nor do I do desire to, I get along with everyone I meet and hold no grudges against anyone. I dont get angry either, I let everything roll off me, I have always been this way.
I dont know if I have the holy spirit or not? Everytime I have prayed, nothing happens and I feel nothing, I never have, even going back to when I was 8 yrs old.
So when someone looks at my overall life, I will be seen as a mostly good person, even though I do not really attend mass or follow all of Gods laws, my vice is a drug problem, I have had some type of addiction problem since I was 11 yrs old too, but this is really my only vice, I struggle to control it daily and maintain a good life, I strive to use in moderation. So if a person like me ends up in the same exact place as people who like to kidnap kids and abuse them, people who get enjoyment of killing, stealing, etc, then something is wrong, and if this happens, then I will be content.
I believe God knows whats in our hearts and bases our destination on this, anything less would not be justified or fair.