You’re not weird. I too sometimes feel sorry for the bugs when I kill them. I am excited for the second coming though, along with the new heaven and new earth. At least when that time comes, no human, animal, or creature will die. Hallelujah!
Isaiah 11:6- “The wolf shall live with the lamb, the leopard shall lie down with the kid, the calf and the lion and the fatling together, and a little child shall lead them.”
Isaiah 65:25 - “The wolf and the lamb shall feed together, the lion shall eat straw like the ox but the serpent—its food shall be dust! They shall not hurt or destroy on all my holy mountain, says the Lord.”
Revelation 21:4 - "He will wipe every tear from their eyes. Death will be no more; mourning and crying and pain will be no more, for the first things have passed away.’