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sleepingrose
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I am a Theology/Education major with the dream of being a Theology teacher,eventually professor.
I have a major impediment- anytime the topic of religion/the faith/the church/morality come up in a social setting…I am completely sick and nauseous with nervousness.So much so that i mess up when I try to speak.
Does this mean this may not be a true calling?
This calling has persevered through many years and trials.I do not feel this way because my own heart wants to be a Theology teacher,but really it is becasue I think God wants me to be because I have a very good “sense of the faith.”
I am certainly a choleric temperment, but i am also EXTREMELY sensitive and hate to argue and am not comfortable to "be at odds " with anyone socially.
I LOVE to and have been told i am a talented writer.
Perhaps this is my calling.
Anyway, what questions should i ask myself when i see that much of my prospective job will cause me ALOT of anxiety?
I have a major impediment- anytime the topic of religion/the faith/the church/morality come up in a social setting…I am completely sick and nauseous with nervousness.So much so that i mess up when I try to speak.
Does this mean this may not be a true calling?
This calling has persevered through many years and trials.I do not feel this way because my own heart wants to be a Theology teacher,but really it is becasue I think God wants me to be because I have a very good “sense of the faith.”
I am certainly a choleric temperment, but i am also EXTREMELY sensitive and hate to argue and am not comfortable to "be at odds " with anyone socially.
I LOVE to and have been told i am a talented writer.
Perhaps this is my calling.
Anyway, what questions should i ask myself when i see that much of my prospective job will cause me ALOT of anxiety?