Bless your heart, GodisGracious, as an ex-Protestant I can certainly understand where you’re at. Many Protestants (not my sect, the Conference Baptists) were all about the “experience” of worship, and they created the most glorious atmosphere in their churches.
There’s nothing wrong with this.
But I ask you to consider the very real possibility of losing it all. Will you still be joyfully Catholic and committed to Jesus?
What happens if, God forbid, war comes to our nation, and our churches are destroyed or made illegal, and we are forced to celebrate our Masses in hiding. This was reality for the Catholics during WWII, especially those who were imprisoned. No smells and bells for them, unless you count the smells of human misery and the bells that tolled at 4 in the morning to wake them up for slave labor.
When the Treasures of the Vatican toured the United States a few years ago, there were many treasures. But IMO, the most powerful exhibit was the tin can lid and the wine glass that was used to celebrate Mass at Auschwitz concentration camp.
Catholics shouldn’t need treasures here on earth to experience, in the Mass, the treasures that are stored for us in heaven.
I agree that war is unlikely, although closure of older parishes seems to be happening in more and more cities.
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However, one very real and likely possibility is that you will be incapacitated in some way, and unable to experience the glorious Mass that you love. As people age, they are often unable to travel or move easily, and so the Eucharist is brought to them.
I realize that good memories can help an isolated senior citizen to remain cheerful, and so perhaps it’s for the best to store up as many good sensory experiences in the Church as possible.
But the question again is, “If you are deprived of all of these beautiful whole body experiences, will be still be a cheerful and faithful Catholic?”
Hopefully your answer to these questions is, “Yes, of course.”
When I read some of the posts on these forums, I get the feeling that for many Catholics, Christianity is more about “experiences” than about Jesus. I think we need to be careful not to become so enamored of earthly beauties that we begin to worship them instead of Jesus.
Please keep in mind that I was raised in a Protestant sect that discouraged us from seeking “experiences,” and encouraged us to base our faith on the FACTS, not our feelings. Other Protestants are more centered in “experiences” and constantly seek the next “spiritual high.”