Interesting. I’ve thought about the idea of pre-disposition to receive a certain forumulation of doctrine, etc… You could say that every culture is predisposed to receive a certain doctrinal formation by the very fact that it is the dominant religion in that country. For example, Chinese people would be more likely to embrase Budhism, or Maoism, than say Christianity. This talk of predisposition can go on and on. The cultural climate of our society predisposes us to many many things. That it predisposes us to something does not necessarily make it true or false. It simply means we have a predisposition that leads us in a certain direction.
So the question I have for you is how do you explain those Muslims who convert to Christianity, or those Buddhists who convert? Did they somehow have a predisposition?
There is no doubt that some people do embrace, not only a type of spirituality - but sometimes other aspects of a culture foreign to them. I have Buddhist friends, for example, that are of white Anglo Saxon ancestry. But they never felt “at home” with the faith of their culture and they kept looking. This does happen - sometimes it is a result of evangelization, sometimes a person, like my Buddhist friends, just don’t accept what they’ve been taught becuase it isn’t real to them, sometimes people feel alientated by various aspects of their own culture, etc… - it does happen and the reasons vary. But it isn’t the norm.
As for myself, I have to admit that I’m a born questioner (my poor mom!

). I read, I seek, I ask a lot of questions that have no good answers (at least to me). I’m also bipolar - which plays a part in who I am. My experiences with suicidal depression have forced my hand in a lot of ways. I am very pragmatic. I have to be to survive. Hypo-mania is another issue altogether.

But I know alot of intelligent, honest people who are not believers - and who do not have a mental illness. They just simply can’t ignore their doubts - most of which are based on reason, personal experience and observatation - things that for us just don’t stand up to the claims made by Christianity - or any other of the revealed religions. I also have known many people who simply went through their lives going through the motions - afraid to even consider their own thoughts and doubts. And I know many who truly believe. And if it works for you, I happy for you.
It’s difficult to articulate some of these issue - they are very personal after all - to strangers on a forum, so forgive me if I’m not doing a very good job. This is a hard time of year for me. Next week is the anniversary of my dad’s suicide and I always miss my grandparents and other deceased loved ones more this time of year.