I realize no one on here cares what I think, that’s evident by everyone ganging up on me cause I differ on creation. Some have even called me by saying " hey ‘Catholic’ " having parentecies around my name, instead of simply calling me by my name; therefor eimplying I don’t deserve the title “Catholic” or I’m not a brother anymore because I differ on a few matters. Doesn’t matter I was baptized into the Church, doesn’t matter at all. I differ so I’m no longer a brother. Apparently I am so wrong and all of you are so right, especially you master theologian jedi. Knowing the way most religious people are, I’m convinced that NOT ONE of you care about my soul, but are just out here to show me up, prove me utterly wrong, and to take that! as if I’m a nobody. It’s evident by the tones you all display in your posts against me. That’s alright, I’m used to it and understand where and when I’m not wanted. So I’ll leave this forum. Funny, Catholic forums is getting more and more a reputation of having too many self-righteous people on it, and all it ever does, instead of help, is drive me down. I’m going to adopt the Amish view, and simply talk in person with a brother, if I’m still considered a brother cause of my aweful ways of think ing on creation.
I’m not a gullible idiot, I’ve been seeking God with all my heart for 10 years. I own a library of books, and went out and two 2 more last night just to understand more on the evolution issue. I bought “Saving Darwin” by Karl W. Giberson and “There is A God” by Antony Flew. All I sincerely desire is the Truth, not my own opinon, only the Truth! Which is why certain issues in Catholicism seem wrong to me now, not really any doctrines, just certain issues. I’m still seeking to understand, and again, all I want is the Truth. But it’s hard to find when there are so many different faiths, so many different sects of Christianity, even the Greek Orthodox and Roman Catholic argue and argue like bitter enemies. All it does is lead to further confusion. Why? Well it wouldn’t be bad if one simply and respectfuly disagreed with anoth, but no, every Church roughly says "I’m right I’m right I’m right and you’re dammed you’re dammed you’re dammed, you’re accursed, and blah blah blah. It’s the main reason why we have so many problems in religion. I have a host of real personal friends, where we disagree on a friendly respectful tone, yet do not kill each other or seperate. I wonder why that is?
I suppose I’ll even get scolded for saying this

Very well.
One last thing about creation, yes, I find it silly that so many people want God to DO EVERYTHING for them, yes master jedi, God creating something or allowing it to happen are 2 tottally different things. Why? Because by God creating and destroying, hundreds, thousands upon thousands of creatures, and to still be doing it, is ludicrous. You’re calling Him a monster. You say it served it’s purpose? Really? The Hanuman Langurs, in Northern India have a mating system what biologists call “harem polygyny.” Dominant males have exclusive sexual access to a group of adult females, as long as they can keep other males away. Sooner or later a stronger male usurps the harem and the defeated must join must join the celibate outcasts. The new male shows his “love” for his new wives by trying to kill their unweaned infants. For every successful killing a mother stops lactating and goes into estrous. Deprived of her nursing baby a female soon starts ovulating. Then she accepts the advances of her baby’s "murderer, and he becomes the father of her next child.
Other animals do simliar things, or have slow cruel poisons and are eating alive etc. I could go on forever, but no, I do not suppose God created intentionally a world as things. And you can’t say they came from the effects of “sin” cause types of these creatures date back thousands of years ago. I am more so to agree with the 6 day creationists, or even Dawkins, before I accept the notion that God forcefully caused evolution.
Letting God allow a universe to occur on the other hand, is completely different. I think I understand what Miller means, quite well, and when I did it hit me hard, felt beautiful, that God truly does love us and WANT us!.