
Hi

I’d go with what Maria G states the facts about the eucharist. How are you?
I was just wondering the same about you–you’ve been silent for a bit. I’m doing well–just saw my son off for his first job after graduation. He’s out of town in a hotel and I’m interested in finding out how he has fared today.
I’m still wading through all this info here…Maria sent me to some heavy resources. I hope to respond to those earlier posts eventually–this week is a monster for me because of some things going on at work and my son and the excitement and all. But I really, really appreciate everybody’s (name removed by moderator)ut.
I’ve just picked up Scott Hahn’s book this evening,
Rome Sweet Home. I am already struck by a few similarities on our path–the part where he was young and experienced a tremendous outpouring of the Holy Spirit. Wow. That happened to me, too. But it’s interesting that he became a Presbyterian–they often discourage such things. I think they are afraid that “gifts” might pop out of people. But given the current insanity in the Charismatic and “Prophetic” movements, I can understand why.
Last night was kind of interesting. I have these other out-of-church friends who are desperately seeking to BE the Church in their living, and we share a lot. We really had a great discussion on besetting sins last night. For some reason this topic has come up a lot lately. I had been reading up on the Catholic mystics and the topic of sins earlier in the day, and when the topic came up later I was already beating myself up over all my sins. We got into this back-and-forth about grace vs. law in how we deal with church leaders who struggle with gross sins.
By the time it was over, we concluded that it is really impossible for us to measure ourselves against other people and vice versa. We never can gauge exactly how we are progressing by any yardstick out there. All we can do is to leave the details of our sanctification and completion to the Author and Finisher of our faith.
I am blessed to have such fellowship, but I have come to see how not only are we shaped by things of the spirit, but our minds also rush to fill in the gap that spiritually we have not closed yet. That is why we are all such a mixture. The Lord does not want mixture, but He does refine us that we come out as pure gold. I went over a bunch of notes last night that I have made over the past 2-3 years. Looking back over them, it’s easier now to discern the continuous and unbroken thread of the spirit vs. the mind filling in the lack.
I see that these wonderful friends have genuine hearts, but I see where they, too, have filled in the gaps unconsciously with their own minds. Consequently, I have become aware that when I speak to Catholics and Protestants about the same topic, their different baggage unconsciously adds to and changes the meaning of what we think we are talking about. I suppose this gets into people’s “paradigms.”
My hopes are great that my ex-Protestant, Protestant-shaped friends will one day be open to seeing a few things from a new angle. They are not open to Catholicism per se, having already a mind set against all organized religion, but at least they are open to looking at old things in a new way. I could have been surrounded by worse. They are people who, believing that the organized systems are artificial, have set about to find the reality of life in Christ expressed through everyday life. That is a HUGE undertaking. I’m just the first one who started looking at the possibility of whether God would actually call any of us to become a living sacrifice in a religious system again (and whether we could remain discerning of His voice against the usual learned behavior patterns that people fall into)…