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I’m not as certain about seeing or hearing Jesus, but I do know he speaks to our hearts in ways that only we can hear.m o m m o m m a t s.
welcome Home, and welcome to the beauty and reality of the Catholic Faith!i am so glad beyond words to hear that you’ve had such an incredible experience with encountering God during Adoration, and that it has led you to fully believe in the Truth. your story is amazing, and i’ve actually had very similar experiences during Adoration that have touched my heart and life forever.
i was raised Catholic, but had a born-again experience on november 22, 2007, when i gave my heart to Jesus and felt His Presence, power and love overwhelm me so completely that i will never be able to forget it. for a year after that, i considered myself a nondenominational evangelical Christian—then, on december 1, 2008, i converted back to Catholicism, and ever since then, my relationship with God has deepened and matured considerably. i just wanted to share this with you because i can definitely relate to the idea of being discouraged throughout one’s walk in the Catholic Faith—actually, last night i was experiencing very serious doubts about Catholicism, and it was only when i spent some time in worship that i was healed of those doubts and the depression they had caused. what kept me holding on to the Catholic Faith throughout that difficult experience, which i believe was Satan trying to discourage me, was my unshakeable belief in the Real Presence of Jesus and all the ways He has been real, beautiful and loving to me during Adoration. i know exactly what you mean, though, about sometimes wondering if it is God or Satan who is leading you to the Church, and i am so glad that you have realized that it is God Who is leading you to what is the full Truth, and not Satan deceiving you. i am just so happy and excited for you, and will definitely keep you in my prayers.
i know exactly what you mean when you talk about the Presence of God being so real and powerful in Adoration. whenever i go to Adoration, i am just brought to my knees by the strong sense of Love and power that i feel so close all around me. i absolutely love Adoration, because it’s where i am able to experience, feel and hear God so clearly and beautifully and strongly, and i feel so close to Him, and His Love just envelops me so completely, and heals me of all my doubts. sometimes i have felt God’s Presence during my own times of private worship, but never like His Presence surrounds me during Adoration. i also know exactly what you mean when you talk about being paralyzed. all i am able to say during Adoration most of the time is: “I love You, Jesus.” i keep repeating this over and over because i can’t say anything else—i’m just so filled to overflowing with His Love and His amazing Presence.
that’s so beautiful, that you could feel His arms around you.so many times i have felt the same thing, and it has reduced me to tears. i’m so glad that you now appreciate why Mary is so important, and will definitely pray that you grow closer to Her, and, of course, to Jesus. i definitely suggest that you pray the Rosary and develop a true devotion to Her, which will definitely bring you closer to Her. i’ve found that since i’ve started praying the Rosary daily, i’ve felt a stronger love for Her that was difficult for me to find before. here are some resources on Mary that i hope and pray will help you.
theholyrosary.org/
ewtn.com/Devotionals/prayers/rosary/how_to.htm
catholic.com/library/Rosary.asp
ewtn.com/library/montfort/truedevo.htm
newadvent.org/cathen/15464b.htm
i’m so glad beyond words to hear that your issues have been resolved, and that you have experienced the beauty and love of Jesus’ Presence in Adoration. definitely tell others what you have experienced—pray that they may come to experience it as well. please know that the Presence has also been incredibly real to me, and that He will definitely always be there for you, not only in Adoration, but in Love within your heart.
just to share some of my own experiences with Adoration, on may 18, 2008, i attended a praise and worship night that included an hour and a half of Adoration, and during that time, while i was sitting in silence with Jesus, i felt this overwhelming sense of Love and then i heard Him tell me, very clearly, that He loved me. it literally brought me to tears. then, on august 21, 2008, i attended a very similar praise and worship night, and a woman there actually saw Jesus walking around the church, touching everyone on the shoulder and looking at each person with so much Love that it warmed her heart.i will never forget either of those nights—it may not seem like much to some people who have experienced more, but they have meant everything to me.
mommommats, i’m so glad that you have had this experience.please know that i will be keeping you in my constant thoughts and prayers, and i encourage you to return to Adoration. i will be praying for you and wish you luck as you come Home to the Catholic Faith. stay strong, stay safe and take care of yourself. God bless you!
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love,
in the peace and love of Christ,
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I read my journal a couple years ago-- things that I had written as a young postulant 40 years before. I left the convent after a pretty short time. I was consumed with regret and sadness over that young girl who had tried so hard and couldn’t make it.
I felt God say, “But you’re still you, and I still love you.”
I have to keep that in mind when the going gets rough. It did seem like God spoke directly to me, and that is why I remember it so vividly.