Part two:
“A vivid recollection of this kind comes down from the period of the struggle over indulgences and is found in the Explanations on the Power of Indulgences in 1518. Here, in a remarkable passage on the tortures of purgatory,
he describes pangs of conscience which he had endured. "They lasted, to be sure, only a short while, but they were so hard and infernal that no tongue can express their power, no pen describe it, nor can anyone believe it who has never had the experience. If they should remain at their most extreme point for an hour, yes, even six minutes, the victim must quite perish and all his bones be turned to ashes."” Fife, pg. 120
Protestant Biographer Roland Bainton relates Luther’s level of fear as follows:
“In consequence
the most frightful insecurities beset him. Panic invaded his spirit. The conscience became so disquieted as to start and tremble at the stirring of a wind-blown leaf. The horror of nightmare gripped the soul, the dread of one waking in the dusk to look into the eyes of him who has come to take his life. The heavenly champions all withdrew; the fiend beckoned with leering summons to the impotent soul.
These were the torments which Luther repeatedly testified were far worse than any physical ailment that he had ever endured. Bainton, pg. 55-6
Even given Luther’s well known habit for embellishment, we have no choice but to believe that his torments in the monastery were so horrific that he believed that he could not survive them. With that kind of belief, what else could he do other than “find” some way to calm himself?
“Now, oddly enough," we find Luther, in 1532, telling the people quite seriously in his sermons on Matt, v. vii., that, as a novice, he had not been able to endure the sight of the crucifix.
“When I saw a picture or statue of Christ hanging on the Cross, etc., I was so affrighted that I averted my eyes.” And, again, in the same sermons: “When I looked at Him on the Cross He seemed to me like a flash of lightning.” He also adds that he "had often been affrighted at the name of Jesus.", " The Last Day," he says in a sermon of 1534, he could not bear to hear spoken of, and “my hair stood on end when I thought of it.” These statements are doubtless exaggerations, but Luther has others even stronger:** He would “rather have heard the devil spoken of than Christ”; he would rather have seen " the devil than the Crucified”, “rather have heard of the devils in hell than of the Last Day.”** Grisar VI, pg. 225-6
I wonder if he was afraid of holy water.
Protestant Robert Herndon Fife relates the same information:
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“The fears inspired by early beliefs also went with him into the cloister. One of these was that of Christ as his severe judge, which, as we have seen, probably arose from impressions derived in childhood from pictures familiar in late medieval iconography. This became a source of unhappiness in the cloister to which he returns again and again in his recollections of experience there**. Here he refers frequently to his conviction that Christ was indifferent to human woes and must be won over through the intercession of his mother, the Virgin.
The picture of Christ sitting in judgment on the Last Day dwelt vividly in his mind, so that he could not shake off fears connected with it. "When I looked on Christ, I saw the devil: so
, 'Dear Mary, pray to your Son for me and still His anger," He was the first of all the devils. Everybody fled from Him and hated Him. Whenever he saw the picture of Christ he would cast down his eyes and was so minded that he would rather have seen the devil.” Fife, pg. 122-3
We have already read something about Luther’s early life, how it was shaped by a semi-Pagan/semi-Christian upbringing and also an extremely harsh set of parents. Fife here explains to us that that background supplied him with the fears that he took with him to the monastery. Those fears were based on a belief that God was only a punisher and an avenger; a God who could never find a human being to be “good enough”, exactly the same way he was made to feel from his earthly father. What made Luther “unique” was his inability to believe that God had provided a means by which we humans can obtain Salvation. It was this lack of “trust” in God that made him unable to believe that God actually forgives sins, meaning real sins. In place of the Catholic Sacrament of Confession that he SO hated and couldn’t deal with psychologically, he “developed” a “theology” which made God responsible for his sins.
Why should we Catholics (as Lutherans and Protestants would have us do), believe that Luther correctly understood the Bible when the distinctions between our respective faiths were developed by a man who admitted to hating God (whom he completely misunderstood), feared even pictures of Christ, and behaved like in such an ‘odd’ manner during the time when he developed those distinctions? (Topper says attempting to master the understatement)
God Bless You Mary, Topper
Well most interestingly people-
neither Lutheran or Catholic- pay much attention to
this behavior in Luther. Just dismiss it. But most
people have always dismissed Satanic activity as a myth.
But anyone who has any type critical thinking skill would say:
Why in the world am I following someone who is
in terror of a Crucifix? But then has to say what’s
wrong with Holy Mother Church that she puts someone
terrified of a Crucifix in a teaching position???
Was the Church hard up for priests???