Again, millions of Catholics read the Bible and stay Catholic./quote]
That may be true, but not everyone. I read over and over many times and ran into scripture that caused me lots of confusion and when I asked “an authority”[priest] I received smug comments like “you’ll never be able to understand”. That is referred to as “clericalism” a more recent remnant heresy in the Chruch that is still being stomped out.
ralphinal:
I read the Bible as a Catholic. Perhaps those who find the Bible makes them leave the Church already had a position when they started and foudn what they wanted to find. IS that unreasonable?
Yes. My position was “very confused” because the church of Christ got hold of me as a child and planted heresy. But I was not a practicing Catholic. My parents were divorced. My dad was away lolly gagging somewhere in…Veithnam. Mom dumped him within 2 hours of being home. I remember it. I was 5. Mom was anti-Catholic and can only assuem they got married because “they had to”. They tried having 3 children and one misscarriage. They should never have been married. Also, seeing heretics as priest didn’t help. And having a spiritual director make a pass on you also doesn’t help. There is a scripture that says, “and you will know them by their fruits” that rung a bell in me. Baptism by my wife’s family is defined as “only” complete submerging in water in the trinitarian formulas for the forgiveness of sins at the age of reason. That made sense to me. And reading Catholic sources that explained that that was a tradition as if it were a man made interpretation…
That brings up another confusion that I never quite understood until about 3, 4 years now. We discussed "tradition’ in our bible class with a couple of deacons and an elder that seemed to feel freely comfortable about admitting things I had never heard admitted before by the Church of Christ leaders. That is when I pulled out my Catholic bible and re-read the Humana Vitae in the front cover again. It seems that education makes a big difference. I became quite the studious student in my older age - probably from getting away from the knuckleheaded Catholics and my abusive situation growing up. I kept discovering uniquely Catholic passages that got me to thinking… and voila, one of our preachers decided to cover something he discovered or learned at TCU…the Nicene Creed. He even told me around January that the Nicene Creed is probably more profound than Acts 2. I’d have to look at it and post it with quotes. It was short. I think that when he realized we had converted to Catholicism over it it sort of hushed him up.
So yes. most of us that “fall away” have not been educated properly or in our adult years do not realize how much is missing. In fact, the more we study the more we realize the catholicity in the early church. Who was it that said “to be deep in history is to seize to be Protestant”? Cardinal Newman, a covert, now being considered for canonization I beleive.
The main question that haunted me after learning about all the ancient documents “Gnostic Gospels” and such, I struggled with the most faith wounding issue of my life…“how do we know which documents are inspired by God?” I will leave you with that to respond to now.
I was bible only my entire life…evern when I received my first communion at the age of 14, 2 months away from my 15 birthday. I was not a practicing Catholic and learned little to nothing other than I was pleased that I was attending church. It brought me happiness. I received very little catechsis for my confirmation at the age of 17. I discovered that to attend the seminary I had to be confirmed. All of it seemed so foreign to me and I failed to see the struggle of Catholics around me because I had my own family struggles, divorce, absentee dad, not properly living out his faith and an anti-Catholic mother and stepmother. It was very hard. At the age of 18 my spiritual director made a pass on me, which hurled me deeper into a world of pain resulting in hurling bashing comments right back at the "unmarried’ priesthood and the bishop for not even bothering to contact me and apologize. Call it pride if you want, but I call that a lack of good pastoring to ones flock. Since I would have been ordained by the bishop, he should have personally contacted me and pastored to me…not some representative, which didn’t happen either. Instead, they burried it. It is mainly because of the discovery of the ancient church fathers, my much more solid scripture knowledge and the realization that the early church was “one holy catholic and apostolic church” that brought me home. In October 2006 my wife read the Catechism of the Catholic Church and asked a few questions online that had converted from the Church of Christ to Catholicism. She actually understood and thought it was rational. That opened my heart enought to study it more. But I was convinced that the real church was the Orhtodox Church. So I studied that pretty intently while we were enrolled in RCIA. It was just a technicality for me at the time. I was still searching. But after I realzed that the issues I had were “straw man” arguments I became even more open to being Catholic, but after studying Orthodoxy I am really attracted to it and mainly Catholicism in the Byzantine Rite. I would love to become eastern Catholic in other words. But my wife feels funny about it because they scare her.
Bandaging a 7 year old’s wound…talk later.