I am trapped in a cycle of predetermined fate
Be happy for that!!! Because it is
God’s providence, and it is your
Insurance Policy of heaven.
OUR FATE/ DESTINY IS NOT IN US, IT IS IN GOD, HE IS THE AUTHOR AND THE DIRECTOR OF THE MOVIE OF OUR LIFE.
For Augustine says (De Civ. Dei v, 1) that the "Divine will or power is
called fate."
But the Divine will or power is not in creatures, but in God. Therefore fate is
not in creatures but in God.
The Divine will is
cause of all things that happen, as Augustine says (De Trin. iii, 1 seqq.). Therefore
all things are subject to fate.
The same is true for events in our lives. Relative to us they often appear to be by chance.
But relative to God, who
directs everything according to his divine plan, nothing occurs by chance.
Hence if this divine influence
stopped, every operation would
stop.
Every operation, therefore, of anything is
traced back to Him as its cause. (Summa Contra Gentiles, Book III.)
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CCC 311 For almighty God. . ., because he is supremely good, would never allow any evil whatsoever to exist in his works if he were not so all-powerful and good as to
cause good to emerge from evil itself.177
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CCC 324 Faith gives us the certainty that God would
not permit an evil if he did not cause a
good to come from that very evil, by ways that we shall fully know only in eternal life.
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God would not throw anyone to hell for an act which
He wills and causes us to commit.
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God bless