She has appeared to many people around the world. I don’t remember who said it, but I remember what was said, " If you want to learn about the Virgin Mary, ask a Theologian, but if you want to get to know her, ask the people." The Virgin Mary is our appointed and loving mother. Just like we have a natural mother, we also have a supernatural one. She is constantly interceding before her son for our sake. She never gives up on us, and with her son’s permission and in complete union with the will of God, she may communicate with us through signal graces, dreams, interior words/feelings, or apparitions. The fact that she appears to someone is not indicative of that person’s holiness or salvation. In some cases it may be for the opposite reason. Whatever the case, God’s words are never in vain, and as our appointed mother by God, her words are also never in vain. Will the person receiving the apparition etc have an immediate conversion? Not necessarily, but it will always be for the good of the person who receives these gifts, and or those around him or her. God is perfect, therefore he is also perfectly just. He will never give someone more than what the person deserves. An apparition of the Virgin Mary is a gift beyond words, but only God knows why he allows it to happen. If it comes from God and not Satan, it must serve God’s plan, wether it’s at personal level, or on a greater scale. Remember for Jesus, each one of us is important enough to die on the cross.
Two verses come to mind (1) “Blessed are those who have not seen and yet believe.” (2) “For everyone to whom much is given, of him shall much be required.” It is a great responsibility to receive such graces, and we will be held to a higher standard if we do, for we have now seen. It’s ok to want to see, but it’s not necessary. Wanting to see the Virgin Mary is natural, specially if you have a close relationship with her son, but we must not become miracle hunters instead of spiritual hunters. Our spirituality is what unites us to God, not how many miracles we have witnessed or received from Him. Having said all this, I will now openly say yes, I have had a personal apparition, not sure if it was a dream or if it happened while I was awake.
I was not a practicing Catholic at the time, I had been baptized and received my first communion thanks to a family member, but never went to mass. When she appeared I was around 18, pregnant and alone. Around a year before that I had decided to have an abortion, I was fine with it, but the night before my Doctor’s appointment, I was trying to fall asleep and suddenly I saw some golden gates opening, then I heard someone call my name and said, " The gates of hell are not opened for you yet, but it depends on you." I immediately opened my eyes and felt an evil presence in my room. I was terrified, but I was paralyzed, couldn’t move an inch. It was as if the air in the room was heavy, I finally broke free and ran into the living room. I did not have the abortion the next day. My father was not happy with this decision. Some time before that, I remember having heard someone refer to the Virgin Mary as their mother, and saying to myself " I need one, so I guess I will also ask her to be my mother" not expecting anything in return. I had a normal pregnancy. I fell in love with my unborn c, but a few days before my scheduled C-Section, I saw the Virgin Mary standing outside my bedroom’s door. I looked at her, but did not say anything. I was not scared, I was more puzzled than anything. She called my name and asked me to go with her. She took me to the room I had prepared for my daughter, and told me that we needed to pack her things, almost as if to show me that where she was going, she would not be cold, hungry etc. I asked her why, she responded, because she wants to come with me. I did not ask why after that. It was as though I trusted her. The next day I remember waking up, telling my mother what had occurred, and immediately rushed to the Hospital. I requested an emergency ultrasound, I told the Doctor that I knew something was wrong. She said, “There is nothing wrong with you or the baby.” She wanted me to calm down, so she performed the ultrasound. The Doctor confirmed my suspicions. They sent me to surgery. During surgery I heard a male voice, which said " Don’t worry, everything will be ok" I immediately felt a strange peace come over me, but it was soon shattered when I found out that the baby had been born with Trisomy 18. She was baptized and died soon after. A few days later, I suffered from a brain stroke and was paralyzed from my left side. Some say its a miracle, others say its luck, but I fully recovered from my stroke, even physically. Long story short, I did not become religious after this experience. That is why I say, seeing is not the goal. It was not until 18 years later that I finally became a practicing Catholic, thanks again to our mother’s love for sinners like me, our Lord’s lost sheep, but that’s another story. I have been a practicing Catholic for 3 years now, and one day while praying the Rosary, I finally understood why “Daniela” my daughter, wanted to go with the Virgin Mary. You see, this was an act of love, she died to this world, but she is now more alive than ever, she is a Saint. With her being so close to our Lord’s heart, I’m sure my conversion has something to do with her prayers. I feel that Saint Daniela went to heaven to intercede on my behalf. I have had other personal experiences, although not often or of the same kind. I may not be a theologian, or even deserving of any grace, but I am a testimony of His mercy and love for poor sinners.