Andi, you need an exorcist. I am not saying that you are possesed, but there are many other ways that the devil can have influence on a person’s life. Call the Bishop. Meet with an exorcist. there is a deeper thing going on here that holy water will not be enough for. If your priest doesn’t believe you, that’s ok. Call the Bishop, only he has the authority to commission an exorcist. Besides, every diocese ought to have one, but only the Bishop knows who he is (the identity of the exorcist is oftentimes kept secret). If you run into problems there, contact Human Life International in front royal virginia, the president (fr. Eutenuer, i think i spelled this wrong) has had alot of experiance in this matter. don’t wait, seek help for this problem. read good books on the topic (again, i suggest fr, amorth) to understand what is happening. if you don’t want to read the books, I have a class outline on the topic that I used with an adult class i was teaching that i would gladly e-mail to you. I’ll keep you and your family in my prayers.