Sorry for the delay
I am sure this is your opinion, but I do not share it. By the way, it is a common christian opinion that in heaven we shall not be able to commit evil acts, and as such we shall not have any “significant free will”, and it will be void of suffering. Also that such an existence will be the pinnacle of existence, undiluted eternal happiness… and now you prefer the free will and the suffering? Very strange, indeed!
This is quite the mystery isn’t it. Yet, the age to come will be one which we have chosen. If Christianity is true, it seems silly that anyone would struggle vehemently to take part in the age to come in a world surrounded by opposition, only to be in the age to come where such opposition is relieved, only to choose apostasy. If a person has chosen God during the opposition, than the person has chosen to love God. Since the love has already been chosen and established and the person already proven their loyalty, there would be no reason why a person would not choose God in the next life. Satan was in heaven. Fallen angels fell from grace. They were in heaven and chose against God. I understand your objection, but we can see that the Christian position is not a incoherent one. I do not know the mind of God, my goal here is to simply show how the faith is consistent, reasonable, and rational.
No sign of that either. If we are about to make a fatal decision, which would endanger our “salvation”, God does NOT reach down, and warn us: “don’t do it, because…”. And no, such a warning would not put our “free will” into jeopardy at all. Besides, why would God NOT care about this “temporary” existence? Is he too busy doing something else? A really loving person with unlimited resources would not limit hos love and caring.
If I tell you, by the power of the Holy Spirit “Jesus, who is God made flesh, came into the world to suffer with you and for you, dying that you may have life and life more abundant, to be forgiven of your sins and find wholeness of being, and to find meaning in your life and your suffering; believe on him and be saved” God has literally made a way for you to be saved. It is now your responsibility to examine it, to be open to it and receive it.
I understand and empathize with your objection to suffering. As I have said before though, you have not shown that God’s allowing suffering is evil. For it might be that God allowing the suffering that He allows is actually for good. Your concern is, if God exists, He should not allow suffering. But you do not know that for sure. You are unable to say that God has no reason for suffering. However, I can argue that God is good. For our very sense of goodness comes from G. Why would an evil good make a people who strive for good and virtue? Yes there is suffering, but it could certainly be worse. There is also beauty, love, joy, and pleasure. At worst you could say God is morally neutral or dualistic, but to say He is evil is contrary to evidence. Since we cannot show that the suffering we see certainly means God is evil, and because God has shown that He desires for US to be good, I think we have good reasons to give God the benefit of the doubt through faith. You may disagree, but if you do its because you want to, not because of the evidence, since it is not logically contradictory or conclusive.
No, why would it?
Hold it. I never accepted that. On the very contrary, if God would be benevolent, then he would care about the small details in this life, too. God’s assumed benevolence is “invisible”. It is perfectly sensible and rational to reject the concept of God’s benevolence - precisely because there is no sign of it.
It would because you are telling the being that created you and all other contingent things that His morality, which is logically the first morality and the morality that gives rise to our morality. For without an essence and a telos, morality is illusory. With god, it is actually grounded in the things necessary for their existence. You can make up your own morality, which is in fact a false, constructed morality, but it seems irrational to say that your morality is the right morality. Since you did not create your essence or designate your telos, you can’t really define these things for yourself. You do not even believe in these things. If God exists, He would have made you with your nature and your end in mind. The watchmaker determines the function of a watch, the watch does not determine its own function.
Do you reject God’s benevolence from reason or from emotion. If it is from emotion I empathize with you and I will pray for you. We all suffer and, in some sense, I grieve with you. In some sense, so has Christ who suffered greatly. If Jesus is God, God has suffered as well in a mysterious way.
If it is from reason, you have not shown that the suffering we see is an evil on God’s part. For though it would transcend human knowledge, we can at least show that God allowing suffering does not necessarily make God evil or not omnibenevolent if He has good reason for it. For punishment is suffering, but just punishment is good. As with the shot analogy, suffering may not be evil if for a greater good. It is only unnecessary suffering, or taking joy in suffering itself, which is evil. You have not, and cannot, show that this is the case. Yet, there would be no reason why would be able to experience good if God was not good to some extent. Since God admonishes us to suffer with people, and to help them through their suffering an help relieve them, we see that God is not a fan of suffering either–in and of itself. He is a fan of what suffering can bring about.