amarischuk:
Oops I ran off at the mouth and had to cut some words. Please forgive me for hacking your post. I have had to hack mine as well.
Adam
Hi Adam,
Thank you for a wonderful truthful post.
Your first paragraph is a witness to your efforts. These efforts are worthy, and I noticed in my life, which was a life enjoyed in the flesh, but still a life of some substance, that at that stage I had not been called.I was not aware I had not been called. You will know beyond doubt if you have been called. It wont be a maybe. Possibly this is your case as well. If so, enjoy your life in the flesh , revel in the pursuit of your intellect, but in the back of your mind know this, that one day, you will be called and through His grace and love, you will find your self giving up those attributes which are not a part of His will in your life. I am a personality of addictions, and I had many, none good, and to my knowledge they have all been subdued by the Holy Spirit except one ( overeating ) which lingers. I also know, that these addictions are still with me , because the Holy Spirit lifted His protection and for three days I was back at the mercy of one of my prior addictions. Then He came to my rescue and I am now fully aware of how much I need His protection.
Where you say the bible is in contradiction etc and 1 and 1 in the bible make 5 or similar.
Truly this is a lack of understanding and I only have a tiny amount.
Take the examples of Jesus healing, of the fig tree dying, of His feeding thousands from a smidgin, of His calming the seas, of His stepping into the boat and it being where they were going, the parting of the red sea, the walls of Jericho, the killing of maybe 400men by one man in battle. These things are easily explained.
Basically there are earth and heaven. On earth we have such rules as gravity and math and time and if you stay up late you will be tired etc, etc etc. Now there is also another place, heaven, and after we believe in Christ, and we need to wait here for the Holy Spirit to take us first, we can not go on our own, ( He chooses us, we dont choose Him and in His time) we enter the kingdom of God ( here on earth) and simultaneously enter the kingdom of heaven) in heaven. Now in this kingdom, the rules are not gravity, or math or whatever. They are faith and this is not enough because faith without following the will of God is possible but counted as lawlessness. I am saying you can not apply earths rules to heavens rules. herein lies the root of your disbelief. Note Jesus never did what He wanted but only what He saw the Father do and in the same way. Saw and in the same way. Our eyes can not see the kingdom of heaven until they are opened. This, should be easy to believe, that our eyes can only see, our sense only sense in certain parameters.
Adam, there is no blind acceptance. When the Holy Spirit moves in you He is real and physical. As you grow in learning how to follow Him and your path opens up and you can see His hand in so many aspects of your life, you know - beyond doubt. Prayers are answered, and thoughts come to fruition, because you would not be game to ask for " that" and it happens. He loves and He makes you aware of this because of Christ. It passes from belief in Him to knowledge of Him. Our belief then rests on will He do that for me? and this is just a stage of growth and one in which we pass through until we just do His work. ( I am not there yet)
God loves muslims and all people. If you want to know more on this we should leave it to another post.
Enjoy your life Adam, as it is today and continue to enjoy it and just wait on Him. Then when you are called, you may have to give up many of the things you have become attached to, but His strength will make it possible. I am sure you life will be blessed Adam.
Christ be with you
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